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Thursday, April 26, 2007

blogging in school now, p.c gave us free access ;D

in another 25minutes its gonna be s.ho's period.
hate it.
im still supposed to be standing outside for every single english lesson.
this sucks.

oh and i guess i wont be blogging as much anymore, exams are NEXT WEEK.
[and goodness, Ryan is still not studying. tsktsk*]

gonna mug after school today with gaarey freddy and i dont know who. and HOPEFULLY, guest of honour Ryan Yeoh, for finally studying after alot of persuasion. [or at least i hope he's coming]
;DD

i think there's smth wrong with baby today and last night =x
but i like the change ;DDDD
HAHA!

*dwayne disturbed me and ask me to blog that he's beside me.*
okay, so dwayne WAS beside me about 30seconds ago-.-
happy? ;D


ok goodbye.


tells a secret.
1:06 PM


its darn late, almost 4am and here i am blogging.
no, not because i woke up early. the thing is, i havent slept a wink.
that idiot still said he want to accompany me till im done with my work when he actually slept at 2am-.-

haha.
tuesday night was pretty bad.
quarrelled with baby):
but i think we're so cute.
you know how we resolved the argument?

we went smth like " you dont want to quarrel, i also dont want to quarrel. from now on, you **** and i **** ok. i dont wanna quarrel with you): "
reply- " i also dont wanna quaarel with you, i got better things to do =D"

and yes, just like that, happy ever after again ;D
tell me, how many couples are as cute as us ;x

wednesday.
went ave8's mac to study with dwayne cindy haiza garey and freddy till 5pm
met angie at kovan and studied till 8.
didnt meet baby even though he was at kovan also. ):

anyway,
he made my day today! <3





thanks for everything!
and i prefer badman to goodman ;D


tells a secret.
3:39 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

realised i've been really hot-tempered recently.
got pissed at almost every little thing.
think there's smth wrong with me. and perhaps, you too.

i cant wait for exams to be over.
havent been studying today and yesterday. i feel very guilty.
screw it.

goodbye. *waves*


tells a secret.
5:48 PM


spent my yesterday at Ryan's house.


today sucks.
there's tuition tonight and nobody wanted to go Vivocity with me earlier, or not i would have cancelled my tuition.
damn.


i feel very weird.
why are you so easily influenced?
when they said its ok, everything was so perfect.
when they said everything sucks, your attitude changed.
whats the problem?


tells a secret.
3:56 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

mixed feelings now.

you see, i was rather elated, cause i finally talked things out with Ryan after keeping it bottled inside me for so long. it feels great to thrash things out with him and settle everything in a lovely manner. and we're still going strong(:

and then, my mood got kinda bad after viewing certain blogs.

you see, i dont want this matter to blow up.

i already told you i wont be free on wed/fri.
i already told you i've got to celebrate my dance stuff on wednesday.
i already told you i've got a streaming talk to attend on friday.
i already dropped you a testimonial on friendster telling you to meet up. [perhaps you didnt notice?]
you already said that you can understand that i spend more time with him than you.
and its only been a week since we havent meet? why the big deal? as in, no offense, but we dont meet every single week even before i was with Ryan, do we?

okay, lets say yes, i did not spend as much time as i used to with you after Ryan and me got together, but if you were unhappy with it, you could have just tell me nicely instead of writing such hurtful remarks isnt it?

"to think you labelled me as your good friend"
whats this supposed to mean?

okay, so now tell me, how would you feel if i was the one writing those comments instead?

and define "took for granted" please, cos i did ask you out in friendster.

im not pissed. im confused, at what were you thinking when you wrote all these in your blog.
and perhaps, at the same time, disappointed. that you would think such of me.

whatever it is, contact me alright.

__________________________________________________________________

okay, so apart from that, my day today was useful.
in a sense that i studied for practically the whole day.

i woke up at 10am and foolishly waited for my chinese tutor to come only at 11am-.-
damn, wasted half an hour of sleep!
yea, had chinese tuition that sucked kinda bad, then immediately after it ended, took a bath, changed, packed my bag and cabbed down to hougang mall's macs for group study with jiale, freddy, malcolm and dwayne, and later on, garey.

studied from 3pm until 10pm.
yea, 7 hours, minus 1hour of talking/eating/etc, 6hours of history+abit of math and +abit of science.
kinda crazy cos after i reach home and bathe, i started doing my history once again.

yea, im prepared to ton tonight, me and jiale gotta do the sickening history presentation. plus i wanna carry on studying. i dont have alot of time.

i need/want/have/wish/pray/____[insert word here] that i get in streams like 3A1 and 3A4. [double science]
i cant let my history and geog down ok!

yea, so as you can tell, im really busy now.
any dates whatsoever, wait till after exams, around mid-may alright (:
meanwhile, im gonna study like siao.
i can swear that i have never studied this hard before, in my entire life. [okay, i know thats bad.]
and Ryan Yeoh, if you do read this, I WANT YOU TO START STUDYING ALSO OKOKOK!!! *screams*
;D

okay, gotta attend to my PW presentation for tmr alr.
cris jasmine and weirou, you 3 idiots!!! *pulls hair*
[haha, jkjk]


okay, its close to 3am and baby just fell asleep i guess.
*gives a goodnight kiss on his forehead =x heh!*

so, till then, goodnight and have a nice day.


tells a secret.
2:39 AM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

went marina with mom and sis after a test at thomson plaza.
yea, thats my day.

i cant wait to cut my hair. most probably monday.
and i'll dye blue black, i hate brown hair.
and i'll dye the ends red. i hope. ;D

oh my way home after shopping, i saw couples around the fountain of wealth at suntec.
got reminded of Ryan(:

heh, and i still remember that night at vivocity when baby slept on my lap <3

goodbye.


tells a secret.
8:50 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007

i am gonna make something super duper, i-have-never-made-for-anyone-before thing for baby for our first month, i promise its gonna make him feel suparrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr loved ;D

please god, give me more time!


tells a secret.
11:14 PM


hate it when mom disagrees with me.

told her about s.ho banning me from class when its HER fault, AND HOLY SCREWED SHIT, MOM SAY IS I RUDE?!
excuse me, if she didnt cross the line first, i wouldnt have screamed at her either ok! THINK YOUR VOICE LOUD VERY BIG SHOT ISIT!-.-
darn.

thursday had history remedial.
how can i miss history stuff right ;D
then after that went hougang mall's macs with jiale and studied fom 5pm to 10pm.
yes, im so proud of it.

halfway called baby up.
you better be ok alright ):
and why on 2nd may! damnit! )':


studied from 11pm again.

friday.
was supposed to have lit remedial.
but tell me, what kind of remedial is it when you have to stand outside of the class for the whole entire lesson?!
so yea, me, chris and fred left while the entire class continue having remedial.
spent some time with baby at ground floor while waiting for the others to end remedial.
then 8 of us, w/o jas and weirou, went hougang mall pepperlunch and feasted ;D
its been so, so very long that we went out as a group la!

after that went to chris's hse, drank abit and took a very short nap then headed back to school.
had streaming talk.
and i wanna go 3A1 and 3A4!
i absolutely love geog and hist ;D

called baby, had a short chat and yea im home.
im going to study again.

i have a test tmr at some english centre.
*pray its gonna be easy*


boring days.
i wanna study ):


ahaha.
bye.


tells a secret.
9:15 PM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

im home on a lovely evening today.
so first, before i talk bout my typical tuesday and wednesday, let me tell you something.


WE'VE GOT GOLD, WITH HONOURS.
read that big and clear! CHINESE DANCE GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!


xmcd got ourselves not silver, not gold, but Gold, with Honours.
its the best thing that can happen to us i tell you.

thinking bout it gives me a great sense of satisfaction.
i remember how much i dread going to dance practices. and constantly complaining bout all the aches that i had after practice. lazy bunch of potatoes slacking in the dance room. we did not take it seriously and there's this point of time, when gold, with honours sounds more like a dream to me.

soon, as the SYF date draws near, all of us started becoming serious, we were lectured bout our attitude, our attitude sucked. then one by one, clique by clique, instead of chatting away, we practiced our dance steps when it wasnt our turn. and like what i once said. the turning point was when we saw our own rehearsal video at NUS. i couldnt believe we danced so, so, awfully. it was such an eyesore.


but whatever it is, when mdm liew announced the results to us at the parade square today, the feeling was simply amazing, tears were uncontrollable. tears of joy, every single one of us. its like, finally, after practising so much, so hard and so long.... we made it. we hugged, we cried, we screamed. it was one of the best moments in my life. like finally achieving something i wanted so badly.

yes, and once again, you girls are amazing :D
AND IM PROUD TO SAY, I LOVE XINMIN CHINESE DANCE!
and of course, WE ROCK THE STAGE!

and readers from xms, dont worry, you can catch us performing for you people one day, real soon! :D

and i cried again when i read Ruimin's blog.
and i can continue crying over and over again, this is so fairytale-came-true!
girls, always remember, WE ARE, THE BEST.
i feel like dancing ;DDDDDDDD

"its just...so magical
and i've never felt like this before

i want to remember this feeling forever.
this moment where everything just seem so right

i looked into everyone's face
and i saw how much we have grown.
how much we have mature as a team
and how much we have bonded and learnt to work as one.

i was overwhelmed.
and it really touched my heart.

thank you so so much.
we got together
cheered our hearts out together
and shared our joy together.
nothing beats that."
-Ruimin.

NOTHING BEATS THAT.
__________________________________
now lets get back to earth.

so tuesday!
popped 8 panadols thanks to horrible cramps.
darn.

after school stayed back with the girls and did abit of project work.
then cabbed to compass and got abit of food [IT IS ABIT OKOKOK! ;D]
cabbed to Ryan's house. shared our strawberry sweetheart. but it was abit too creamy, but i still am addicted to it ;D
left his house at 8plus.

wednesday!
screwed up my chem test.
darn, failed all my bio, chem, physics for this year. dammit.
after school went compass and studied with jasmine.
could have gone meet Ryan loh ): idiot nvr tell me he's not going out.

okay im done.

there's history remedial tmr and lit remedial on friday.
im looking forward to friday's pepperlunch with the 10ofus! its been sooooooooo long since we've went out tgh, as one ;D

okay goodbye.


tells a secret.
6:09 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

so im blogging in school now :D

me and Ryan is okay already,
YAYees!

and you, shoo!
he's mine. =x


heh, might be going Ryan's hse later and share my strawberry sweetheart cake full of sweetness with him :D

anw, had a very heated argument with s.ho earlier, slam the door and walked out.
jiale said she was speechless and almost cried =/
screw her, who ask her call me names!

and i should stop losing my cool, rochelle is not a fierce girl ok ;D

alright im done, many thank god that music cher not here today(:

okay im done.

and i love baby!
thanks for everything love! :D


tells a secret.
12:38 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

okay, on a lighter note, i want you guys to read this.
credits : Ruimin.

a very touching post. it made me tear again-.-
okay, maybe its still a heavy note.
whatever la.

"its tomorrow!
YAY I AM SO SO SO EXCITED!!
i cant wait for it to come!!!
i hope tomorrow will turn out well hehes (:

hmmm..friday was my last dance pratise in xinmin
sad but...i had loads of fun!
i am really really gonna miss everyone and training together
mrs lim is coming with us tomorrow
thats GREAT!

I LOVE XINMIN CHINESE DANCE!!
i think that we are a great bunch of dancers!
an extremly outstanding cca!

after all the hard work that we've put in
i am sure that we will do well!
through all these trainings
the 36 of us have finally,
became one.

and i'm super super proud of everyone!!
i may not be a good dance president,but i really really love xinmin chinese dance,and i hope everyone of you have grown to love xmcd and to love the people in it.the teachers, the culture.its just so so wonderful.

we just have to do our best onstage tomorrow
give it our best shot and no matter what the results may be,always remember that we are a group of very very strong dancers.

in terms of attitude team spirit perseverence techniques the level of disipline that we have,we are GOLD WITH HONOURS.

let your feelings show onstage,dont hold back anymore!
i think this is the first time i've ever treated syf so seriously and i really really hope we will do well tomorrow!!

i remember when we first started out,we can be considered the worst bunch of people in xmcd's history we were so lousy in terms of technique and everything that it seems almost impossible to get just a gold everything was so messy almost everyone was copying each other's movements because we don't know how to hear the music.

and there were loads of complaints from everyone.remember the lazy xmcd?where everyone will just sit at the side not practising by ourselves,and make SO MUCH NOISE that even laoshi couldn't take it

i tell you,we are not like this anymore.
and throughout our syf trainings we've been scolded by the teachers demoralised by our own performance when we watch the video the amount of pressure that we face is almost beyond our limits.
but we took it.

and we took it in our stride.
eager to improve ourselves and prove to everyone that we are THE BEST.
you know this is the first time i've ever seen such a bonded group of dancers throughout our syf competitions.
i can feel it.i can feel the hunger in everyone of us,wanting to work together and be a part of this whole experience.

xinmin may not be a school that can provide us with the best facilities to train in.
but so what?
xmcd dancers have a goal.

despite the pathetic tiny dance room we have on the fourth floor,with the lousy tiles and barres that are on the verge of falling when you touch it,we still train and make the best out of it.

we should never lose to others because we cannot afford to have something.
xinmin may not be a rich school but we have students with determination,
perseverance and the mindset for excellence.and thats more important than any other thing because we know what we want.

and we will do what it takes to get there.

being with the dancers makes me feel very good and it feels like...you are free from stress.
it through them that i've found the laughter, the fun and the joy of dance so no matter how it turns out tomorrow how we perform onstage i really appreciate every single one of you for providing me with such an amazing experience for keeping the passion in me burning alive!
"

- by ruimin from http://www.ecnadmylife.blogspot.com/


so touching i could cry like a baby!
and yes, through this, i do love xmcd ;D

like she already said, we used to be such a lousy bunch of people. sucked at practically everything.
i guess our turning point was when we watched our own video during one of the rehearsals. one word. SHITTAYE. period. -.-

today, although there was blunders, im sure every single one of us tried our best, and gave all we could. it was a great experience. that 36 of us, could dance together, as a team, as one. as for the results, we can only hope for the best. no matter what, believe, that we, did one of the best dance because we danced with all our emotions, and soul. and yes, we surely did.
dancers, you girls rocked the stage. ;D


tells a secret.
6:49 PM


alright, so my days have been terribly, been crying since Saturday.
darn ):
i hate it.
screw the worldddddddddddddddddddddd.
):

anw, lets talk bout my days instead.

the saddest thing that happened recently was that i've been on very bad terms with baby since friday, until now. ): this sucks.

so saturday i cried to sleep. this sucks even more.
the feeling of sleeping with wet pillows are disgusting.

so anw, msged angie in the middle of the night and asked her out.
so went out with angie on sunday.

initially, before the dispute baby and i had, i was supposed to meet him on sunday. you see, once again, this sucks.
so yea. met angie at ard 4pm at cityhall.
walked to suntec and caught "200 pounds beauty" or smth like that. touching show, i cried like tapwater. not bad. pretty funny show too. go catch it ok!
took neos, had sumptous dinner, got my contacts and strawberry sweetheart cake from breadtalk then home.

actually i wanted to share my strawberry sweetheart with baby. D';
i always eat alot when my mood is bad. like supar.
so yea. yes my dinner cost twice as much as angie.

and all angie said today was that i look like a ghost with my super heavy eyebags and supar dark eye circles. plus i guess i really look gloomy. THIS SUCKS ONCE AGAIN.


so i started writing a letter for him since 1am and only finished at 3am.
[p.s-i've got dance the following morning]
yea, couldnt sleep at all.

woke up early in the morning feeling very bad. my eyes were kinda sore.
forced my contacts in. yea.

reached sch, prepared and went hall for last rehearsal. i sucked like shit. it was probably my worst dance ever. and i mean ever. i dance to the wrong beat, i did the wrong actions, i ate movements, i went to the wrong place, everything suck so bad. my mood was downhill all the way it could pierce through earth and continue downhill-ing its way to pluto. [ if you get what i mean.]

yea. so mood was still very bad until 11plus, almost 12. i was so, so afraid, i couldnt afford to screw anything up. the whole dance troupe practiced for months, i cant let my mood drag the whole troupe down. and just at that point, i received a message ;D
baby, thankyou soso much!

yea, so went on stage and danced. was okay. except there's a part i did not go to my place on time and somebody, i dont know who, pushed me from the back, i almost fell. screw you, what if i fell, gold with honours goodbye ok! so stop pushing!!!

yea, but still, 2 girls fell on stage. a couple of them made some blunders.
as much as i hope we get gold with honours, i guess its kinda say goodbye thing already.
yea, very sad. ):

after the dance, some girls broke down.
but whatever, we went back to school. and my mood went downhill again.
i guess you sent that message just to hope that i could still dance is it? ):

removed make-up and cabbed to compass.
ate sakae sushi. i hate moody days, cause thats when i grow fat. i ate soso much ):
together, me and jasmine ate 30 plates or more i think.

yea, and this sucks, my grandaunt decides to visit me today.
cramps hurt like s h i t. popped many panadols and it doesnt seem to work.

nothing is going my way.
screw this world.
god help me.


tells a secret.
6:07 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

i am veryveryvery angry.
so you're angry with me over that message that i sent.
so now what?
have you ever thought how would i feel bout you and her?
tell me now, you said i didnt care bout ur feelings, how bout mine?

screw this.

i dont know how the helll am i dancing for tmr.



tells a secret.
10:57 PM


i hate crying.
i hate crying over such matters.
i hate arguments.
i dont know what to do.


tells a secret.
12:20 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

this is my 222nd entry (:
and this is very important.

this post is dedicated to Baby, i think nobody deserves better.
i know i made you really upset on friday, i said something i should never ever say.
but through this, i know that you really really have faith in this relationship, cos from past experiences, normally you would just break it off, as far as i know. [I DONT MEAN ANYTHING ELSE!]
you know it was very painful, to have you ignoring my calls and sms? i was very, very afraid. because our relationship is barely 2weeks yet, the bond is not so strong, and i was so afraid you would call it off.
today, when i saw ur friends while i was tending the stall, i prayed hard that i wouldnt see you. not because i wanted to avoid you whatsoever, but because i thought that by not seeing you, means you're sick or maybe still sleeping, and thus, did not answer my calls.
when i saw you, i felt bad. terribly bad. so bad i had to leave the stall to my friends and take a breather.
you see baby, i need you ):
i know its my fault, thats why i apologised so hard and so much for that silly mistake.
monday is a very important day to me. you know it. and i told you many days ago, that i needed to see you on sunday, before the SYF. you know why? because seeing you makes me happy, i forget bout everything else. (:
i cant do anything at ease now, i feel so useless, like i dont understand you at all. i dont even know what you're thinking. do you know at the beginning, i didnt even know why you were so upset with me at all? i thought you had moodswings or smth. it was only until i unintentionally checked my inbox, that i realised whats the problem?
i remember us saying that unlike the comical couples, we'll never quarrel, so please baby, dont make this the first? i hate times like this.
it feels lousy, it feels like shit.
even though i'm done with the homecoming and thats one stuff striked-off from my to-do list, im still just as stressed as before. i cant afford to lose my only consolation now. you mean everything to me already.
when i sent you the 4msg long sms, i had very high hopes. but after waiting for 3mins, i knew you werent prepared to reply me yet. then i sent you the other msg. and i really mean the last sentence.
maybe i said this many times before, but its not enough.
or maybe i said it too many times, till the phrase seems like nothing.
but baby, as i say this again, i say with all my heart, i love you.
and most imptly, im sorry, for everything.
and im still waiting for your reply.


tells a secret.
10:36 PM


all pictures, ghost, people slacking, people hard at work etc.
and most importanly and first to see, is the before opening and after opening queue.
do you know people wanted to come in since 10.30?!



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this was the queue at 9am.

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this was at only 11.20am -.-
at the start of the carnival!

pictures of queues below, [just to show the popularity of the haunted house!]
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misc pictures below
[pictures of ghost will be posted up next time.]

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ok
bye.

more will be up next time


tells a secret.
8:00 PM


i am so proud to tell you that

HAUNTED HOUSE EARN A TOTAL OF 1255$$$$!!!!


its not bad for sec 2 and first-timers for homecoming la ok!!!!
:D
i am so fishing elated like crazy!
i still remember when we hand in the proposal and when i filled up the " targeted profit- 400 ", many of us, even ourselves thought it was impossible, yet we earn x3 of it!!!!!!

since its already over, its ok if i tell you the details of the haunted house, for those who did not come today ):
you really missed alot!
let me guide you thru.

1- within first 5 steps, your legs will be grabbed by 2 ppl under the barricades.
2-you will be shocked by a Sadako.
3-will be shocked by some skeleton.
4-open the curtains and a ghost will jump out.
5-after the curtains are close, a bloody hand will be dropped from the top. at the same time, ppl from under the table will bang tables and scream, and spray water at ur legs.
6-there will be a Japanese ghost shaking the barricades.
7-there will be this cinderella ghost, jumping.
8-somebody will start banging the cupboard from the inside.
9-when you go away from the cupboard, another ghost will come out and haunt you.
10-when you wanna 'escape' from the ghost, you will move near the tables at the side and have ur legs grabbed again.

yes, seriously, if you really paid 3bucks to go in
and have fun, its very fun and scary.
if you go in to disturb, destroy, then everything is lousy.

i cant rmb the amount of ppl who back-tracked. definitely more than 10. it was too scary for them to move on-.-
a couple of girls cried. i think about more than 5. and there was this girl she was so scared, after she came out of the place, she squat down and cried o.o
&
many looked at the ground for the whole walk inside-.- (waste $$$$!!!)
and some fell and rolled on the floor. got one group led by joel fell 3 times on the ground throughout the whole journey-.-
;D this shows our plan is working!

however, we did encounter a couple of problems.

problem 1- ppl from the back of the class opened the windows and destroyed the trash bags, then took pictures of us. SEC ONES. GUARANTEE.

problem 2- ppl open the windows and destroyed the bags when they're queuing up.

problem 3- the waiting time was darn long. many waited for more than an hour.

problem 4- the queue system was not efficient, many cut queue.

problem 5- a couple of morons went in to disturb. there was this sec2 guy, came in and dared to whack dwayne [stupid, whack also whack other ppl, go whack dwayne-.-] then somebody blowed the whistle 3 times, and the whole operation stopped. then lights turned on and somebody called me in. went in, had a little dispute, i shouted at him until i have no voice-.- some say i scold very fierce =S then me and dwayne scold scold scold and banned him from entering the haunted house and chased him out. -.-
[anw, thanks sebastian 209, for co-operating. (: ]

problem 6- some idiots came in and kicked our people, bang the tables, kick the cupboard when they grab their legs or spray water. SCREW YOU. PAY MONEY COME IN DONT GET SCARED THEN SAY WE LOUSY, THEN WHEN YOU GET SCARED YOU GO KICK AND BASH THEM UP, WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT. GET LOST LA, WE DONT NEED YOUR STINKING MONEY ALRIGHT. SCREW YOU FAGGOTS!

yes, thats about it.
was super busy today, 4 hours of carnival, whole 4 hours i was shouting and running around. i didnt even have time to spend with baby. i screamed and scream and scream till i have no voice. and i havent included that our haunted house lasted until 3.45, so its almost 5 hours of screaming and headache of crowd.

and we had a very efficient rule though, that is when a new group comes in, the whistle is blowed once. so the ghost will know they're coming.
so the system works like this.

blowed once- new group of customers.
blowed twice- backtrack and/or pause.
blowed thrice- all operations stops. lights on. [also means got problem, ppl purposely destroyed etc.]

thats why when that guy attempted to whack dwayne, somebody blew the whistle thrice and everybody gathered and i went in too. ;D
heh, my smart idea! ;D

all the ghost now have sore troat, i swear-.-


seriously i think its scary ):
alot of ppl didnt manage to get a try cause the queue turned many off.
that was pretty sad la ):

and i was interviewed by this reporter from xms for lianhe zaobao, felt so lousy in chinese so i spoke to her in english and she translated for me-.-

overall, i think it was pretty fun, people had fun, ghost had fun, everybody had fun.

and for the record, i reached the school at a friggin 6.45am today!

everybody was co-operative, although i know some are not exactly happy, im sorry. i really had no time to bother bout other stuff cos i just wanted the ppl to keep moving and save time, im sorry if i hurt ur feelings or i was unreasonable,too blunt etc.


im having a heahache now.
see, spentoo mmuch time on this.

anw, we were talking bout doing it again next year as 201, 2007, means everybody get together and do it again, but next time, we wont repeat our mistakes and will be difinitely scarier.

i keep asking the class " can we do it?'
haha, the response was always, always a strong, loud YES ;D

and there's this time, i ask differently.
instead of " o1, can we do it? " i asked " o1, are we gonna
make them cry for mommy? "

and the response was great loud YESSSSSSSSSS. ;D

i love it, afterall, although we had many problems, it was still rather successful, even mdm liew came ;D


i'll post the pictures up someday.
seriously i think it was great.
(:

however, there was this time when everything was not scary, cos we just changed shift and they were not familiar with what they had to do. so sorry bout that.

haha, after the entire thing, we got together and talked bout things.
haha, we kept laughing bout those people who scream "lame, lame lame, lame shit, not scary, chey" all these. hello, when you say we lame and not scary, you were grabbing ur friend's shirt like shit and dont even dare to look at the ghost can-.- some even walk throughtout the whole trip and only said "dont scare me, dont scare me, i walking only i walking only-.-" [come haunted hse play 3 dollars and not wanting to get scared. haha!]
LMAO.

i was always excited when i hear people scream ;D
and the background music was fantastic! it brought up the whole atmosphere and everything else falls into place.


a couple of people for credits.

one- fantastic music, ismail! *claps*
two- fantastic hand numb-ness, xavier and christopher, for having to deal with so much problems of the music *claps*
three- people who came early and stayed back yesterday to help with the setting. *claps*
four- my very scary ghosts, stuart, joel, vee, garey, dwayne, nicole, yuling, huishi, valerie, jasmine, jiale, tengyong, amirul, ismail, belverlin,regina, njl, wendy, beverley, waikit, xiquan and everybody else, i cant rmb. YOU GUYS ARE GREAT, SUPER I TELL YOU! * SUPER LOUD CLAPS*
five- friends like merson, xiaogary, sebastian, for promising me that you will not destroy and co-operated, thankyou so so much!
six- everyone and anyone who helped, i cant thankyou enough ok!
seven-IMPORTANT, MISS WEIROU, FOR SPONSORING SO MANY THINGS, THRASH BAGS, COSTUMES EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING, THANKYOU SOSO MUCH, WITHOUT IT, EVERYTHING WONT EVEN WORK! *SUPER LOUD CLAPS*

and most importantly, we proved mr ho, mr chia, mr singh, every single person who thought we couldt do it, WRONG.

because, WE DID IT. ;DDDD


I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS AND CRUMBS AND SHREDS AND BACK TO BITS AGAIN.

AND ALSO, I LOVE MY CUSTOMERS!!!!
;D

next year nobody should copy our haunted house ok-.-
anw even if you do, i think ours will still be the best. the costumes are professional, like i already said so(:

i think this is one of the best memory i have for my class.our class had alot of class spirit. we did great guys.

and mostmost importantly, thankyou for bearing with me and listening to my instructions and orders=x i know i was abit too much sometimes, maybe i didnt answer ur question when i was busy whatsoever.


our target was actually "most innovative" and "most profit"
but apparently, some other classes with mascot have alr won the most innovative. and another class already won the most profit. so yea ): kinda dissappointed.

but seriously, those awards are a bonus. because i know that

every single one of you,


those who went and

hose inside acting as


ghost whatsoever, will


remember 201's


Haunted House, always.

and baby, im so sorry bout what happened yesterday):
i felt very bad and scared when you didnt answer my calls, reply my msg and reply me on msn.
i didnt mean to make you angry ok):
i love you.

i hope you guys who went had fun, see you next year!
;D


tells a secret.
6:10 PM

Friday, April 13, 2007

i am so excited for tomorrow la can!


tells a secret.
11:26 PM


ok, so im super elated right now cos so far, haunted hse is a success!
:D

so today mrs ho cried during out lit lesson :C
surprising eh?

haha, so after school i briefed the class on whats gonna happen tmr and stuff. then left for dance with jasmine.

dance ended at 5 instead of 4-.- but its ok since SYF is on monday! X.X
so yea, they tried it out on me and jasmine, i swear it was darn bloody fishing ducking scary!
even though i was the one who planned/organised and knew all the scares, i was still super afraid!

and then this stupid ghost scared me and i scream my guts out [i have bad throat now] and rolled on the floor and kicked off my dance shoes!
veryvery scary.

afew points.
1-darn darn darn dark. you cant even see ur fingers when you're inside, i swear. but customers will be given light sticks, so should be alright.
2-costumes/ghost/make-up are all professional ;D serious!
3-its not some ordinary, waste money and tym thang!

okay, just go and try it out alright!
i pray we get innovative award ;D

alright, i have many things to do, goodnight and do visit our stall tmr!
i repeat, its at 407 classroom, air-conditioned, basement, corner most class!

must come must come!
matimati also come!

note: not for pregnant ladies. serious!


alright, bye!


tells a secret.
10:47 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

alright, so i havent been posting much recently):
i've been really super busy with stuff.
school is such a bore btw.

yea, brief update bout the happenings for the past couple of days. lousy bad days.

monday-
met Ryan after recess to pass him his lovely note :D
had dance after school.
veryvery tiring ):
but Ryan came to surprise me after dance! :D
heh! sad thing is, i was too tired, so baby only came to fetch my home by cab-.-

tuesday-
had dance after sch.
left the whole entire home-coming file in the dance room. shit it!
i think its gone alr ):
baby didnt come today, instead he stayed at home. that idiot-.-

wednesday-
during history got permission pass and went to ground floor find Ryan :D
anw histroy teacher didnt come, so its ok. =x
yea, had dance after that AGAIN.
so embarrassing, keep having to dance infront of badminton girls-.-
Ryan came to fetch me after that :D
went hougang mall get my hair accessories with him and had dinner at pepper lunch.
then walked all the way to 854 bus stop at hougang sports hall.
super happy night! (:
slept at surprisingly 10.30pm, so early o.o

thursday-
wanted to skip IT and english cos i had nothing to submit.
plus my stomach was really bad, so went sick bay from 12 to 2.30.
after that i think i really got slight fever-.-
met baby for a little while and headed to costume shop with weirou and jiale with Rachel, the secretary.
yea, chose 8sets of ghost costumes.
headed to Ryan's house after lunch at bugis, pastamania, thanks for the treat weiwei! (:
spent afew hours there, idiot, play dota and ignored me for bout an hour-.-
anw, baby's sister and brother is really really very cute! [and his sis is darn pretty!]
left the house at 9+ and reached home by 10.
Ryan received 2 lovely notes today :D

anw, things are more or less done for homecoming.
please ppl, dont think its some ordinary stupid pri/sec- school haunted house with lousy make-up and stupid black cloth only as the costumes. this haunted house is nicely organised and the costumes are darn pretty, and amazing, mind you, rental was a 3 digit figure, not below 500bucks!
yes, so please do patronise our haunted house alright!
cheapcheap 3bucks only! (:

okay im done.
next update would most propably be after home-coming, so sorry readers!

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weirou rochelle and jiale!
at the costume shop.

the costume shop was darn big, size of 303 310 309 joined together and multiplied by 2!
alright, im not supposed to post some pictures of the ghost costumes, so if you wanna find out, come our stall okok! :D


gee, so excited, its only 2days awayyayayayaya!!!


ok goodbye.



tells a secret.
10:18 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

boring day today.
slept till 4pm and started eating all the way, non-stop until 8 plus.
o.o


pretty day spent msging baby :D

went internet and search for some haunted hse scares.
hope it works.

ok bye.


tells a secret.
8:50 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

look,

on 3/4/2007.
JianPeng leaves me a testimonial.

"You Looks Like Zhu Ying , hahaha saw a movie ystd , finds you looks like her ahah"

and my reply, on 6/4/2007.

"who is ZhuYing? o.o "

and his reply again, on 6/4/2007.
"go check it out lol."


and so, one fine night, i went google images, type "Zhu Ying" in the little box and click on the "serach image button"

PROOF.

*amazed by the incredible high technology this world has that i had 16, 800 images in 0.03 seconds*

this is what i've got.
RESULT ONE:
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RESULT TWO:
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like WHAT?! !@#$%^&*>?.
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and thank god, i found another picture under the same result!
PHEW.
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.okay, but i still dont look like her-.-
and fyi, its zhu yin, not ying!
its scary you know ):
haha, jkjk jianpeng :D
and the 2 ladies for the results, dont sue me okay ):


tells a secret.
10:59 PM


how i am feeling right now-

had a really sinful dinner earlier.

one bowl of cuttlefish congee.
one bowl of laksa yong taufu
one bowl of fish soup
one bowl of beef set meal.

okay, i didnt finish everything of course-.-
but bout half of each?

and i bought
ondeh ondeh 12 pieces from bengawan solo.
and 150g of gourmet bagua and 600g of bagua from bee cheng hiang.
and one $16.80 chocolate gateau (?) from bengawan solo.
and 2 kong-ba pau.
and one bowl of cheng teng.

gee, this is shioking. ;D
i hope baby still wants me on monday ;x

so boring.
i cant go city harvest church for easter service tmr.
screw it!

goodbye.
and mr yeoh, when are you gonna msg me, i miss you. ):


p.s- notice the smileys :D
aww, so cute!



tells a secret.
10:32 PM





just called baby up bout half an hour ago,
he was still sleeping and sounded so blur.
the only word he could make out was "bye-bye"
-.-
gee, i have tuition occupying my time for the whole entire afternoon.
shucks.
and i am gonna disturb Ryan now, unfair he sleeps so much and i sleep so little!
:x
goodbye


tells a secret.
1:01 PM

Friday, April 06, 2007

i am not trying to act miss great.

feel so screweddddddddd.

have you ever thought how much time i spent on this homecoming?
have you ever thought how many things i had to do to even have our proposal alone approved?
have you ever thought how many teachers i had to assure to get irene to approve the proposal?
have you ever thought that i still have my SYF dance and class assignments stuff to do?
have you ever thought that i had just ended my suspension and i cant catch up with work and this homecoming shit takes up 80% of my time?
have you ever thought that this little one here, Rochelle needs some assistance?
have you ever thought that if anything goes wrong on homecoming, i am responsible, mdm pok is responsible, and every single one of you is to-be-blamed as well?
have you ever thought that i am so stressed up and now i still have to be i/c of the class tee?
have you ever thought that if i do everything alone,ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IS POSSIBLE?
have you ever thought that i need your co-operation so much that w/o it, i cant do a shit?

do you know right now everything is not even half-done?
do you know how much pressure im under?
do you know one can break under pressure?
do you know homecoming is just a week away?
do you know if every one of you spents just 2 hours to help, we can get things done?
do you know you're not the only one stressed/busy?
do you know if things carries on like this, i see no point in doing the haunted house?
do you know i can break down now and go ahead, sell your kachang puteh and earn your miserable money?
do you know i am thinking of giving up everything?
do you know how pathetic this situation is?
do you know that nobody, yes, NOBODY is spending even half the time i spent on this fucking homecoming?
do you know that im tired of doing everything almost alone?

i hate it.
screw all of you.



Coming together is a beginning.Keeping together is progress.Working together is
success.


-we came together, but didnt keep together, neither did we work together.
success? what a joke.


tells a secret.
5:30 PM


changed the blogskin.
















darn, it still sucks.
and i have to restart my web counter ):
shit it!
and i found this in my old stats for my previous counter.
"Average Daily Hits Since Start: 84.07"
*round of applause please!*


been really busy these days.
i dont think my blog will be updated next week.
but to all readers, go my haunted house during homecoming alright! :D
class tee will be out soon, not sure bout the design, *prays to god that it'll be good.*
Ryan is down with flu btw. ):

ohyar, angie stayed over last night and i lost $8plus to her. didnt gamble much, so boring. slept around 11.30pm. EARLY RIGHT!


happy good friday guys.
im buried with all my work till i can suffocate x.x

till then, goodbye.



"The world is your mirror, your life is a reflection of
yourself. If you want the mirror to reflect on the kind of life that you feel
you deserve, you have to work on yourself." -Carolyn Hizola.




tells a secret.
5:00 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

i am so bloody busy now.

look, i have many things to do.

next week's agenda.
mon, tues, wed, fri - dance till i drop. and monday i have to handle the paperwork for taking over of classroom.

thursday- choose costume for haunted house all the way out at town.

friday- after dance have to collect the class tee and put up the stuff for haunted hse at 407 & 403 class.

sounds little but its a whole hell lot i am so stressed i can cry like a baby and hug baby like a bolster and sleep the rest of my week away!
baby's iright, im digging my own grave.

x.x

goodbye.


tells a secret.
9:12 PM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007



so pretty ):


tells a secret.
9:47 PM


alright so my days havent been too good.
or rather, tuesday and wednesday was bad.

everything's pretty screwed up now.

homecoming sucks.
class tee sucks.
class co-operation sucks, yes it does, i swear.
pw sucks.
syf dance sucks.
class test sucks.
results sucks.
math sucks.
amt of homework sucks.
friend's problems sucks.
everything sucks.
the world is so screwed up.
screw the earth.
swallowed by big bang :D

-.-

anyhow,ton tuesday night with Ryan. talked on phone from 12plus to 5.30am.
cute conversation :D
lol

wednesday had dance.
[oh and i screwed up my math,big time!]
i felt so weak =s didnt eat anything for the whole day, see! this feeling sucks too.
after that met Ryan at kovan, headed to compass cause i needed get some stuff from popular, and i wanted buy bagua. :D
bought my bagua first and both of us went to admire the new nokia n95, DARN I LOVE IT LIKE COWWWWWWWWWWW. deedee please get it for me ): its a friggin $1248 w/o plan.

got my stuff and cabbed home.
i have so many assignments now.
projects, syf, homecoming, everything!

this morning during assembly halfway pok called me out and talked to singh, so embarrassing, think ppl think i got into trouble-.-

haha, ok im done. goodbye.


tells a secret.
9:24 PM

Monday, April 02, 2007

hello all living beings, its been so long since i last blogged.
had a pretty weekend but this post will be really brief.

alright, so i'll update starting from friday since i forgot everything that happened on thursday. -.-

friday went home, changed and cab down to school. met Ryan after he run from his cca.
at night went heartland for Ryan to meet Renyi, Edward, Garey, ssm.
then later in the end, ssm, Garey and Ryan came over to my house.
by right ssm was so interested in the movie 300, [dad bought from vietnam]
but he was the first to sleep-.- LOL.
cooked noodles for the 4 of them, end up Ryan and ssm slept, onlyme and garey eat-.-
haha, slept by 3am.

morning woke up and cabbed down to hougang stadium.
poor garey lost his shirt etc in lan shop last night, so he wore my pe shirt, so tight fit!
hate the stupid sports day.
wanted to go off halfway, but no way out.
sorry big gary make you kena by ang!! =C

yea, so after that went jiale's hse and waited for her to bathe.
after that cabbed to my house and changed, then bus to jalan kayu for lunch.
had a heavy lunch, really heavy. jiale's was less than 5bucks i think. whereas my lunch was 14.40-.-
but its only 2cheese prata,
one curry chicken and one mutton soup!!
although i finished all, i didnt had the 'full' feeling-.-
fly kite, i think my stomach has worms.

yea, so bus to compass then jiale bought food then cabbed down to downtown east coasta sands.
quite alot of ppl there.

at night was deciding whether staying over anot, so only 4 girls [including me]
yea, so originally no girls stayed except me, but i feel stupid-.- so told Ryan i'll go find him.
ended up that pearleen could only stay if there's a girl staying over too. and jiale still havent get her reply from mom.
so i troubled Ryan again.
at 11.30, called Ryan whether he could come over.
i think i made him really angry =S
sorry love! ):

so my msg wasnt replied then i got abit worried, called and called and called. then in the end he came down :D
had fun night there, sorryto those w/o beds. =x

woke up at a friggin 8am on sunday morning.
crazy, get woken up by them so bloody early T.T
went back to sleep while they went swimming and lan.
started drinking in the afternoon with Ryan and Jiale.. HAIYA, I NOOB MA *blushes*
i got ALITTLE drunk, ALITTLE ONLY!
haha, back to sleepy after that, *i guess i was really noisy.oops*

had lovely afternoon and they bbq-ed.
ate alittle and yea.
went home around 9.30pm.
reached home around 10.15.
straight to bed after that.

yeap, thats my weekend.

monday was okay.
discussed bout homecoming with the class
i swear i was so pissed off.
WHO THE HELL SABO ME BE FUNCTIONS HEAD HUH?!
now i have so much work.
BUT STILL, if it works out fine, let me guarantee you our haunted house will be bloody pretty anf fun :D
p.s- hello, who's the functions head! =x
yea.
spent my afternoon with Ryan again.

was home by 5.30pm for tuition.


okay im done.
you see i have loads of things to do.

homecoming im the only one juggling everything,
e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g!

goodbye.


tells a secret.
8:21 PM