okay, on a lighter note, i want you guys to read this.
credits : Ruimin.

a very touching post. it made me tear again-.-
okay, maybe its still a heavy note.
whatever la.

"its tomorrow!
YAY I AM SO SO SO EXCITED!!
i cant wait for it to come!!!
i hope tomorrow will turn out well hehes (:

hmmm..friday was my last dance pratise in xinmin
sad but...i had loads of fun!
i am really really gonna miss everyone and training together
mrs lim is coming with us tomorrow
thats GREAT!

I LOVE XINMIN CHINESE DANCE!!
i think that we are a great bunch of dancers!
an extremly outstanding cca!

after all the hard work that we've put in
i am sure that we will do well!
through all these trainings
the 36 of us have finally,
became one.

and i'm super super proud of everyone!!
i may not be a good dance president,but i really really love xinmin chinese dance,and i hope everyone of you have grown to love xmcd and to love the people in it.the teachers, the culture.its just so so wonderful.

we just have to do our best onstage tomorrow
give it our best shot and no matter what the results may be,always remember that we are a group of very very strong dancers.

in terms of attitude team spirit perseverence techniques the level of disipline that we have,we are GOLD WITH HONOURS.

let your feelings show onstage,dont hold back anymore!
i think this is the first time i've ever treated syf so seriously and i really really hope we will do well tomorrow!!

i remember when we first started out,we can be considered the worst bunch of people in xmcd's history we were so lousy in terms of technique and everything that it seems almost impossible to get just a gold everything was so messy almost everyone was copying each other's movements because we don't know how to hear the music.

and there were loads of complaints from everyone.remember the lazy xmcd?where everyone will just sit at the side not practising by ourselves,and make SO MUCH NOISE that even laoshi couldn't take it

i tell you,we are not like this anymore.
and throughout our syf trainings we've been scolded by the teachers demoralised by our own performance when we watch the video the amount of pressure that we face is almost beyond our limits.
but we took it.

and we took it in our stride.
eager to improve ourselves and prove to everyone that we are THE BEST.
you know this is the first time i've ever seen such a bonded group of dancers throughout our syf competitions.
i can feel it.i can feel the hunger in everyone of us,wanting to work together and be a part of this whole experience.

xinmin may not be a school that can provide us with the best facilities to train in.
but so what?
xmcd dancers have a goal.

despite the pathetic tiny dance room we have on the fourth floor,with the lousy tiles and barres that are on the verge of falling when you touch it,we still train and make the best out of it.

we should never lose to others because we cannot afford to have something.
xinmin may not be a rich school but we have students with determination,
perseverance and the mindset for excellence.and thats more important than any other thing because we know what we want.

and we will do what it takes to get there.

being with the dancers makes me feel very good and it feels like...you are free from stress.
it through them that i've found the laughter, the fun and the joy of dance so no matter how it turns out tomorrow how we perform onstage i really appreciate every single one of you for providing me with such an amazing experience for keeping the passion in me burning alive!
"

- by ruimin from http://www.ecnadmylife.blogspot.com/


so touching i could cry like a baby!
and yes, through this, i do love xmcd ;D

like she already said, we used to be such a lousy bunch of people. sucked at practically everything.
i guess our turning point was when we watched our own video during one of the rehearsals. one word. SHITTAYE. period. -.-

today, although there was blunders, im sure every single one of us tried our best, and gave all we could. it was a great experience. that 36 of us, could dance together, as a team, as one. as for the results, we can only hope for the best. no matter what, believe, that we, did one of the best dance because we danced with all our emotions, and soul. and yes, we surely did.
dancers, you girls rocked the stage. ;D