i am not trying to act miss great.

feel so screweddddddddd.

have you ever thought how much time i spent on this homecoming?
have you ever thought how many things i had to do to even have our proposal alone approved?
have you ever thought how many teachers i had to assure to get irene to approve the proposal?
have you ever thought that i still have my SYF dance and class assignments stuff to do?
have you ever thought that i had just ended my suspension and i cant catch up with work and this homecoming shit takes up 80% of my time?
have you ever thought that this little one here, Rochelle needs some assistance?
have you ever thought that if anything goes wrong on homecoming, i am responsible, mdm pok is responsible, and every single one of you is to-be-blamed as well?
have you ever thought that i am so stressed up and now i still have to be i/c of the class tee?
have you ever thought that if i do everything alone,ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IS POSSIBLE?
have you ever thought that i need your co-operation so much that w/o it, i cant do a shit?

do you know right now everything is not even half-done?
do you know how much pressure im under?
do you know one can break under pressure?
do you know homecoming is just a week away?
do you know if every one of you spents just 2 hours to help, we can get things done?
do you know you're not the only one stressed/busy?
do you know if things carries on like this, i see no point in doing the haunted house?
do you know i can break down now and go ahead, sell your kachang puteh and earn your miserable money?
do you know i am thinking of giving up everything?
do you know how pathetic this situation is?
do you know that nobody, yes, NOBODY is spending even half the time i spent on this fucking homecoming?
do you know that im tired of doing everything almost alone?

i hate it.
screw all of you.

Coming together is a beginning.Keeping together is progress.Working together is
success.

-we came together, but didnt keep together, neither did we work together.
success? what a joke.