its 4.30 and everybody is fast asleep in their cozy beds.
but im feeling terribly down.
and this feeling certainly sucks.

wanted to find some comfort with roger, marcus, alfred, [and even boan and david came up to my mind o.o] but none replied my msges.
spent the past 3 hours reading my lit book wich was surprisingly interesting. :D
and while i read, i was listening to my mp3.
and certain songs reminded of certain people, events and places.
you know, sometimes when you hear a particular song, you get reminded of many things.


like irreplaceable. haha, reminds me of Marcus.somehow.
and 'love you so' reminds me of Samuel. i still vividly remember the first tym we met, at kovan macs, 6oct. :D haha, the radio was playing this song and at the back of my head i was like "like, whats god trying to sayyyyyyyyyy" -.-
LOL.

many other songs also, whether in my mp3 anot.
"welcome to my life" and "unchained melody" reminds me of Shawn. boy, you know why, dont you. :D
and i rmb when i was at this really tough period, i keep playing "say goodbye" in my mp3.
so DRAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
gee, afterall, thats couple of months back okay.

and my dreams are still revolving around the same topic.
5 consecutive days already, in case you didnt know.



valentine's is coming.
where's love now?