life is such a bore.
everything sucks.

its only like the second week and im so stressed up.
i get those weird attacks every alternate day or so.
like my heart suddenly beats veryvery fast and i feel all panicky as if the the sky is gonna drop.
haha, thats random.

school sucks.
nothing is going well for me,
my comp was down for the past few days [part of the reason that i didnt blog for so long!] and my work is piling up soso high i can faint at the thought of how much work i have to do.

updates for the past few days.

monday.
went hougang mall after school with dwayne and jasmine to meet leila and sandy, had some salvation thing and went home after that.
oh, and dont forget, i got pranked called thanks to marcus tan ke yi for using the comp and not guarding ur phone!!!

tuesday.
had dance after school, was rather pissed during dance.
i guess i was quite rude, didnt mean it, no hard feelings yea.
cos at first, me and jasmine was dancing with, i call them, group A.
then after dancing twice, senior picked jasmine out and asked her to sit at group B's area.
and i was also picked out to sit with group B.
then group A stopped dancing and it was group B's turn.
me and jasmine continued chatting cos we thought we danced alr.
then after group B dance like 2/3 times, senior said we didnt do.
[but me and jas thought we did with group A alr]
then nevermind, me and jasmine had to do alone, like just the 2 of us.
fine, so we danced once. THEY [group of them] say dance again.
we ask 'why?' they say just dance. fine, so me and jasmine danced again.
then after the dance, they ask us to dance AGAIN.
then i went like "how come we must dance so many times?!"
guess what, she said "because your are not serious."
jasmine&rochelle: HUH?? O.O NOT SERIOUS?!
they:" and got mistake."
r&j: what mistake?!
they:mistake.
r&j: you never tell us whats the mistake then whats the point of asking us to do again and again."
then, to please them, we danced for the THIRD TIME. JUST THE TWO OF US.
then we were finally able to stop.
then we sat there for less than a minute, another one came over and said something like "okay, you're done, now go away and let others have this space!"
by that time, i was seriously pissed, so i said really fast w/o thinking "WE NEVER WANTED TO OCCUPY THIS SPACE ANYWAY." then got up, rolled my eyes and walked off.
okay, that was rude of me.
o.o
whatever la.

after dance went plaza sing to get angie's camp stuff with her.
awww, seeing her after so long makes me happy^^ HAHA!
reached home at 10plus, 11pm.


wednesday.
had dance again, had fun laughing with joey, alanna and jasmine.
thought about the 'used-to-be's, damn.

thursday.
stayed in school until evening.
reached home at 7.
had tuition at 8.
ended at 10.
chat with dwayne till 11.
did work until 1.
:D

there's alot of plans for friday.

saturday there's tuition, or not i would have gone fellowship with sandy/leila dwayne etc. tsktsk!

sunday there's church, then going town with the guys. im the only girl once again, like always.


and as i was saying,
life is such a bore, school sucks, money sucks, relationship with everyone sucks, home sucks.
at this rate im going, im prepared to go crazy.
everyone's telling me to loosen up abit, dont get myself so stressed up, but its not something i can control rightttttttttttttttt.

perhaps the only thing im looking forward to is my birthday :D
SEVEN7777777 more days to 19january!!!!
please, i pray that it'll be something funny and memorable and sweet and lovely!
i would love to have presents on my table when i enter the classroom! anonymous or not, i dont care! =x
HAHAHA! okay, this is so thick-skinned. -.-


okay, its getting late, goodnight all.
will update whenever im free.


today happens to be the 12.
it would be our third month.
but it doesnt matter anymore.
i dont wanna think about you any longer.
what goes around comes around. you know what i mean.
goodbye.


and i dont need anybody at all.
all i want is angie and all my georgeous-es and whoever 'you-know-who-you-are's!
i love all of you to bits and crumbs and shreds and back to bits again!


love!