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Saturday, December 30, 2006

i edited a picture, not gothic, but i think it looks like sadako.
you know, the one in The Ring 1 & 2, the one who crawls out of ur television set?

i wanted to put up a sadako picture for comparison, but i was too freaked out when i went yahoo and typed 'sadako' under the image section and hit the 'search' icon.

here it goes.
i shall haunt you tonight.


tells a secret.
3:46 PM


just home from dance.
today was ok.
after dance me and jasmine went to check out our new classroom[201].
we reserved our seats already-.-
for the 10ofus(:
and because we were so determined not to let other devils intrude into our area, we had to break into the class through the windows to put the 'CHOPED BY ROCHELLE AND JASMINE' stuff on 10 tables.
HAHA.




i know breaking into classroom windows is so unlady like and silly/stupid, but there's still pictures.
:D
teachers dont blog hop into my blog please!
-.-

anw,
after dance went hougang mall.
got HIGHHHHHHHHHHHH socks for the 10ofus.
yeshhhhhhhhhhh, first day of sch we're all gonna wear high socks. i really hope everyone co-operates. :D

and i bought my blue black dye again.
because now my hair is back to brown, my natural colour. goodness knows its because the dye lousy or my hair lousy.
tsktsk.




at isetan last night....



me: deedee, my hair now what colour?
deedee: brown and black. woah, cool ar! 2 colour one!
me: *gives -.- face* got any other colour besides black and brown anot?
deedee: (sounding very excited) GOT! SHINYYYYYYYYYYYY! WOAHHHHHHH!

-.-
my dad is l a m e.




and have i mentioned that he is a super act cutesy and he kept bullying me just now? he kept throwing things at my head and i kicked his butt-.-
and we played until i was so tired i came upstairs to blog.




trust me, there's no family like mine.
:D





tata.
picturessssssssssssss.







*caution, pictures are shocking/hilarious*


going into the classssss.



















going out after mission accomplished.
[front door was padlocked.]

















phew. -.-
bad rochelle.















jasmine coming innnnnnnn.





*sings*
put your right leg in and dont take it out!












*continue singing*
now put your left leg in and shake it all around!







(okay, fine, it doesnt rhime-.-)













jasmine: "IM COMINGGGG!"













we're not professionals, and its our first attempt.

:DD

okay,
this is so much trouble.


tells a secret.
2:34 PM

Friday, December 29, 2006

oh and i so forgotten to mention something.
CLASSROOM LOCATION.

okok. agar-agar la.

[random]
level ONE- 407, 309, 310, 107, and i dont know blah. [i didnt take much notice. sry!]

level TWO- 311, 109, 101, 102, 105, 108 and ++

level THREE- in order, from the comp lab area first, 501, 502, 208, *201*, 209, -stairs-, [random] 206, 203, 204, 205, 207.

level FOUR- mostly sec 4 classes la. i didnt take note.


okay, i some sort of guessed that 201 would be on the third level. [oh, such a genius. :D]
and i some sort of expected his class to be the same level as mine.


anw, i think my sixth sense is darn accurate at times.
so accurate that everything i expected to happen, DID HAPPEN.
okay, this is scary/horrifying.
oh, like what the hell am i talking rot. -.-


tells a secret.
2:06 PM


back from dance.
it was such a waste of my time.


dragged my very heavy body out of bed and open my heavy eyelids to wash up.
mind you, i slept at 4.30am. well, because i wanted to finish my book.
'7 ways to lose ur lover'.
okay it sounds stupid, but hey, know what's dont judge a book by its cover-.-


haha!
anw, tmr im gonna exchange WEDDING DIARIES [*winks at angie* :D] with jasmine's DRIVE ME CRAZY.
this is gonna be fun.
i think i'll die laughing.


oh and yes, I FINISHED CATHY'S BOOK ALREADY.
greatness!
:D

going to town with family later.
and i dont know whether date on 31dec is still on.
rats. how come deedee always comes back at the wrong time.



lost without you.




during dance.

















dance kills. sue me.
ta!


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1:40 PM


im so angry, annoyed, pissed, irritated, my heart beats so fast my chest hurts and im shaking/trembling like i always do when im angry.
WHY MUST YOU BEHAVE LIKE THAT.
ITS NOT LIKE WHATEVER PROBLEM THAT YOU SAID IS WITHIN MY CONTROL RIGHT.
DARN.


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1:01 AM

Thursday, December 28, 2006

today is one of those days when all you want to do is get some time alone, blast the music and scream your guts out then cry till you're dry and then drop dead.
yes, thats exactly how im feeling.

away with all that crap,
28dec suck.
i clean forgotten about the date with my pri sch buddies.
darn, i missed sososo much fun.
btw, me and angie would be the only girls if we went. but who cares, those baskets are my best! :D

lately all i do is readreadread and read.
yesterday i read 2 books.
no, not the kind of snow white and the seven dwafts or roald dahl [heck the sp] kinda book.
its those a hundred or two pages with font size as small as hmm, 6? ok, i dont know. just small.

today i borrowed another 3 books.
now there's 5 books on loan.
and there's this thing going on, now the max loan of books is increased to 8.
tmr im gonna return 2 and get myself another 5.
yes, i mean it.
and of course, i hope i can find 5 books la.
try.

its time to improve my english already.
this whole year i have not finished even one book until yesterday, as you can see, my english is from bad to worse.
[dont talk about the jump from C6 [midyear] to B3 [endyear] for english language]
but my literature is a pathetic miserable A2 to a B4!
darn.
screw my results.

somehow, now i find nerds are cute.
yes, now im gonna carry a book where ever i go and wear spects with black frames.
OKAY, GREAT, I BOUGHT ONE BLACK SPECTS FROM BANGKOK! :D

im off.
goodbye.

oh and anyway,
dance suck today.
whatever.


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3:06 PM


blogger deleted my post.
rats.


anw, had dance, got myself a big black baluku on my left knee.
god, its ugly.
after dance bought whole set of uniform.

carried the red bigbig bag like some typical ahsao after her market trip to hougang mall.
took neos, ate lamb chop, borrow books and cabbed home with jasmine.

i have not started my homework yet, not at all.
and i have only stayed home for one day for the entire holidays. im homesick already.

dad is coming home tmr afternoon,
he specially came back to celebrate new year.
but guess what, i didnt know that dad was coming back so i ALREADY booked tickets for deathnote marathon on 31DEC, 9.30PM-1+AM.
means im not spending new year with dad and family!
gee, i hope dad doesnt nag.


goodbye.

uglyugly baluku.
tsktsk.
screw dance.


tells a secret.
1:32 AM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

just came home not long ago, think reached home at 12.30am or so.

so, david came my house at 9pm last night. slack and chat till 4am. then decided to stay over.
this morning didnt sleep, spent my whole night slacking away, so exhausted.
cabbed to sch with david.

dance was so, so dead. i was really really drained.
like on night of 23 i didnt sleep cos ton with boen.
then night of 24 i didnt sleep much either, cos stayed up with angie.
and night of 25, didnt sleep again cos ton with david.
im not a supergirl can-.-

and tmr afternoon im still meeting up with roger or something, i dont know.

okay, so after dance i wanted to go home, i had 2 choices.
1=cross the road, get drenched but reach home faster
2=take bus till hougang mall then change bus, slower and dry.

and i chose option 2.
and i was such a wrong choice.
reached home at 1.30pm!
like wth!
oh and there's this thing.
i was caught in the rain, and at the bus stop, i found a abandoned umbrella.
then i dont know want to take anot-.-
heh, so i called roger, nvr pick up, called marcus also nvr pick up, then msg david, he say, TAKE AND GO HOME. -.- lol. then marcus called, and ask me dont take.
but in the end, i took it home. heh, poor owner!


so instead of preparing to go out already, i fell asleep.
supposed to meet david at 4pm at vivo. ended up WAKING up from my sleep at 4pm and meeting david at 5.
it was such a miracle that i managed to change and prepare within half an hour.

met up, supposed to catch nightmare before xmas, 3D.
but wasnt in tym, so actually i talked on the phone with roger for an hour then met david at 6pm.
none of us was late btw.


had pizzahut for dinner at plaza sing then watched charlotte's web.
wanted to catch night at the museum once again, cos its too suparrrr nice, but full house. tsktsk.
charlotte's web was okok la. moral of story:FRIENDSHIP. ok thats so corny.

stayed out till 12 then cabbed home.

i am so tired.
goodbye.

pictures of everything and anything.


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me and jiale at expo, city harvest service/?.

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the ride we took at the carnival.
it was great. :D

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the candles that lit up the entire expo.
damn,you must see for yourself, the sight was amazing.

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at starbucks. the guys from left-right,
marcus, jonathan goh, siming.

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rochelle and angie, at starbucks.

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the bag me and angie left abandoned at plaza singapura's stairs and managed to retrive it without anything missing about 6 hours later. how lucky can we be, i was expecting it to be stolen! plus angie wrote a "PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH, MERRY XMAS AND GOD BLESS"
haha!

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you see, it was abandoned, so its not exactly my bad to take it la. is the owner dont want. :D

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green mushroooooom! tsktsk!

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my stickman/silly boy sleeping on the sofa after saying he's not tired a couple of minutes before-.-

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this picture so happy! but so blur. hurrrrrr. sad.

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i love my gorgeous-es!
left-right
top:jiale and rochelle
bottom: dwayne, garey, freddy, yiwei


end.
goodnight.
and dad is coming home soon.
this is bad.


tells a secret.
12:39 AM

Monday, December 25, 2006

MERRY MERRY XMAS!
(:

ton on xmas eve's eve with boen on msn, talked alotttttttt till 8am and went to meet the rest.

spent my xmas eve okok-ly.
morning went service/concert/whatever-you-call-it at expo.
then went for carnival and played one ride only.
quite fun.
me, jiale,dwayne,freddy,yiwei and garey screamed and sang like nobody's business, other ppl all kept looking at us-.-
haha, everything was so perfect.
except the point when i couldnt go to the church friend's party cos they didnt want to. sadddddddd.

so went bugis after that, ate mos burger and sat there talktalk.
then i went went off alone, went ps to meet angie,
shop there, met siming, jon goh and marcus,
bought manymany junks, rest at starbucks with the guys.
didnt go parklane with them, so angie and i went walkwalk again.


met up with garey and tf.
then met dwayne.
at 11.30pm we were at orchard waiting for marcus and group alr.
saw alfred tong my mr 3am anw. HAHA.
then marcus called to meet at somerset instead.

when somerset met up with siming, nicholas, renyi, jon goh and manymanymany.
felt quite weird-.- like they bring one group of kiddys out. O.O
: D
till about 1.30am.
dwayne wanted catch last train then we left.
me and angie walked to ps.
took our things that we left at the stairs cos we didnt want bring to meet the guys then booked cab home.

reached home around 3, angie stayed over.
made chocs and doughnuts.
LOL.
till 6am and sleeepppppppppppppppppp.
actually wanted to ton 2 nights. but obviously cannot make it-.-
so this evening woke up and slacked around,
she went home around 7pm.

wanted to meet david, my mr sillyboy at compass but changed plans.
he's coming to my hse later, around 9.30pm.
okay, i think mimi will be happy to know my friends. :D

alright.
im making many many chocs and brownies for all my mr and miss gorgeous-es.
:D

tmr will be day out with david for 3D nightmare before xmas!
hohoho!

and i booked tickets for daethnote marathon alr.
its 31dec, 9.30pm-1++am.
this spells NO COUNTDOWN.
but its okay la. rooooooootarddddddddd is honoured to spend first 2 hours of 2007 with me!
:DDDDD


and thankyou marcus for his WHOLE BIGBIGBIG BAG OF CHOCS AND MY WANTED RALPH PERFUME! *dances and jumps around*
and thankyou david for MY WANTED CATHY'S BOOK AND CHOCS! *screams for joy*
and thankyou alfred for my mysterious xmas present! *goes wild*
thankyou for all presents and those who wished merry xmas!
and also long-lost friend, jerron!
(:

byebye!


tells a secret.
8:23 PM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

i know jonathan and marcus are such great people they wont scold me for this.



:DDDDD
hahaha!
just for laughs. :D
tmr will be very jam packed with loads of things.
i love busy days.
*cheers*


tells a secret.
2:56 AM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

oh, dont worry ppl,
tmr night at town, i'll be staying awayyyyyyyyy from bangalas [dont sue me please!]

and i wont wear tube top.
HAHAHA!


tells a secret.
11:45 PM


just finished playing 3hours of maple!
time passes so quickly~
okay, i havent played maple for a year alr. now play agaijn like so suagu.
just realised mage can throw snail shells, so now i keep throwing snail shells. SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE. :DDDDD
btw, im only a pathetic lvl 22.
sad right. ;[

alright, my santa claus will be precious silly boy david!
im gonna get logcake from sillyboyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
*grins from ear to ear*

HAHA!
but i didnt get any xmas presents for anybody this year. =x
okok, i know its evil, sry!

so plans for tmr!
morning go expo with mr gorgeous-es, dwayne, freddy, garey, yiwei, haiza, christopher and miss prettaye jiale! [city harvest church]
then afternoon when they go movie i'll go find my beloved mr tancutecute, marcusyyyyyyyyy!
and by night i'll be with pretty fabu's sister, ANGIEEEEEEE at town! :D
okay, so gay!

but monday will be boringgggg.
xmas day itself.
o.o
i think im staying home. T.T
but at night silly boy will be mr santa and since im so good this year, i shall get my xmas logcake!
*singa xmas carol*

:DDDDDDDD

andandand,
i have to say, cannot keep inside liao.

I LOVE ANGIE TAN, ROGER TAN, MARCUS TAN AND DAVID OEI!
and TONG JIALE, DWAYNE NG, FREDDY TEO, JASMINE TAN, GAREY YEO, TAN YIWEI, CHRISTOPHER CHOO, NOR HAIZA, QUEK WEIROU!
all my lovely santa claus and handsomes [?!] and prettayes [?!]
so gay, so gay!
HAHAHA.

forgive me, im abit out of my mind since last night.


HOHOHO!
ROCHELLE.
I AM EXTRAORDINARYYYYYYYYYY.
*DANCES AND SINGS*


tells a secret.
10:10 PM


OH AND MY DEAR MIMI DIDNT BUY XMAS LOGCAKEEEEEEEEEE!
all my years of living, i eat logcake every xmas escept this year.
CAN I HAVE MY LOGCAKE SANTA CLAUS?
x<<<<<<<<


tells a secret.
6:39 PM


woke up at 5.30 or so.
was quite shocked actually.
so late. o.o


alright so i didnt go for the audition/interview/shooting.
i wasnt interested.
cos if i really got in or something, what if im advertising for mavis or kumon or what shittaye and i tell you, i'll look bloody dumb in those pictures la!
so, no-no!
i rather stay home and feast on my chocs and brownies^^

alright, so first, i have to congratulate myself.
for staying home today.
goodness, you wont believe that since the FIRST day of hols till now, i have not stayed home for EVEN ONE DAY until TODAY.
[well, partly becos i woke up too late thats why i didnt go out also]
but still. i stayed home, like finally.

and i havent started on my hol homework, actually i lost the paper, both chinese and english, so i dont know what to do, at all.
and i only have one week left.
darn.


ohoh. and my birthday is comingggggggg.
:DDDDD
and i have a wedding dinner to attend on 20jan, one day after my birthday.
like wth! i cant have my chalet alr. this is sadddddddddddddd.



alright, im off.
3 more days to collection of cathy's book from silly boy!
i cant wait!

rochelle!


tells a secret.
6:22 PM


angie just went back.
had dance then went for work.
was everybody's last day today.
and jiale walked up to caiyun and said :"errr, we want to resign please."
LOL, DROP DEAD HILARIOUS! :DDD


haha, headed to hougang mall after that.
shopped at NTUC with angie!
bought manymany things then cabbed to my house,

made brownies, chocolate fondue and chocolates!
and i reserved some chocs for precious, most doted rogerrrrrrrr and silly boy davidddddd.
:DDDDDD

she stayed till about 12plus then and played with fabulous, which that dumbdumb calls it FABU. -.- so funny i can laugh till my stomach hurts!

pictures please!
:DDDDD


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okay, goodbye!
angie, contact me for ur pictures alright!
and i bet you're missing fabu now!
SO CUTE RIGHTTTTTTTTTT.


tells a secret.
12:36 AM

Friday, December 22, 2006

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me



its not surprising that love turns into hate.
just a glance at ur backview got me thinking.
i dont know, its confusing and i dont know what im doing.
i dont know why the hell im writing stuff like that.
everything's history and i like the way how things are now.
looking back, i've been really stupid.
to cling onto something broken, and no, im not going to let myself sink further.
goodbye baby.
this shall be my last post regarding this matter.



and,
thankyou roger and david.
thankyou for everything.
(:


tells a secret.
2:08 AM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

i love my family!
they're the cutest parents i can ever find, we talk like really good friends and we have really cute family names. :D
here's a picture of my sis and dad!
g.chan and deedee with their xmas log cake over at vietnam.
they're spending xmas together overseas while i stay here with mimi!
me and mimi will be buying our log cakes soon also!:DDDD

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next tym when me and mimi takes picture with our log cake then i'll post it up ok! :D

goodbye!


tells a secret.
11:04 PM


went out with angie last night. left the house at 8.15 or so, caught the 9.30 night at the museum.
its bloody funny la! :D took the last train home, wanted to drop by at david's place but he didnt want me to be alone at 12midnight on the roads cos its dangerous-.- so headed home.
reached home around 1am.


had dance in the morning and came home straight after that.
supposed to go town with angie but i wasnt feeling too well and i was exhausted, so stayed home.
slept the whole afternoon away with fabulous beside me. ^^

woke up with alot of msges.
and my agent msged me.

now im so busy. tsktsk.
so i'll be having auditions/interviews/shootings on this friday/saturday and 28-30dec.
dress code: stylish attire.

okay, now like, how they define stylish? o.o

its a cast in some education institute, im not really keen but joey[agent] said i just go seesee, gain experience.
-.-

PLEASE REMIND ME ON THOSE DAYS I MENTIONED ABOVE OKAY.
i scared i forgot!


goodbye(:

this pic looks rather ahlian, and i didnt fold up my jeans properly yet-.-
but i swear it doesnt look ahlian in real life okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
styled my hair and off to vivo! [last night]

p.s-this picture looks different from how i look in real life luh cannnnnnnnn.


tells a secret.
7:03 PM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

had dance again.
then jasmine came my house and changed fabulous's cage.
fabulous is so clean and cute! :DD
AND. it always poses for pictures with you. :D

weather's so bad these days.
my cramps and flu and headache is killing me.
tsktsk.

wanted to go drop by at david's workplace but i saw my kuku fringe in the mirror and decided not to. -.-

sry alfred i cant go with you! x<

*sneezes twice in a row.*
im sick.
goodbye.


stop being so sarcastic. if there's a problem then just talk it over with me. who is the one who started all this shit.


tells a secret.
4:30 PM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

just sent jasmine to the bus stop.

went for dance in the morning, then off to hougang mall and home.

its been raining every single day alr.
god is so evil, i have no chance to go to the beach. HURRRRR.

anw, dyed my hair blue black.
but bloody hell, my hair from dark brown become super uber darn black. BUT HELL, NO BLUE.
nvm, i'll dye again. cos i think never leave long enough.
and, absolutely no way im gonna dye my hair light brown please, BLOODY AH LIAN.
-.-

all i need now is dye my hair to blue abit more then have a fairer complexion and straighten my hair.
yes! im gonna do all these before school reopens, i hope.

MR STICKMAN BOUGHT MY BOOK FOR ME!
cathy's book!
heh, thats one item less in my wishlist for xmas, thankyou lovely fairy godfather! :DDD

and i bought my coloured contacts also.
hate it. so hard and uncomfortable. plus the colour so fake. sure kena caught. think i go back to my old brand.
stupid rotard for introducing this to me!


im super tired.
i hate my kuku fridge and black hair. i want blue. x<

rochelle(:


tells a secret.
5:08 PM

Monday, December 18, 2006

zzzzzzz. bloody blogger deleted my post!
no im not gonna retype everything.

so,
went dance in the morning, met mr stickman to pass him his beloved present then headed to bugis with jasmine. then after that went to cut hair.
this month i've cut my hair for like 2, 3 tyms alr-.-
AND, I BLOODY SUPER HATE MY FRINGE. SO KUKU!

-.-

and all my precious fairies passed their n lvls. :D


spent my day msging david and alfred.
so funny and nonsensical.


walked home in the rain, came home looking as if i just went swimming or something.
tsktsk.

okay, enough. goodbye.
and i hate my kuku fringe.
*!$#$%$^

rochelle.


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8:18 PM


i dont know what's wrong, why the hell i even brought up such a topic.
i feel so stupid, stupid to believe that such things can still happen.
stupid to even continue sinking further.
i still have the paper roses that i folded until my fingers went sore and numb. now as tym passes by and things change, i dont even know whether it would be better off in the bin then in ur hands.
okay, this is getting stupid.







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1:10 AM


there's dance practice tmr.
sian. zzzzz

went shopping with mom at town today.
wasnt fruitful. dont know why i couldnt find clothes.
bought white roxy wallet and white billabong slippers.
i think the slippers are one size too bigggggg. o.o haha, cos i didnt try, i just see, put on, nice, buy. -.-


tmr will be going bugis get my dance stuff with jasmine, then meet angie to get her xmas gifts [DONT FORGET MY RALPH FRAGRANCE IN YOUR TO-BUY-LIST!] then going tanjong pagar to cut my hair once again(:

ohoh, i saw a pretty tube dress that i can wear for my cousin's wedding at ck tang.
grrrr, dont know whether should buy x<
i think i will look more like the bride's sister or something-.-


okay, im going to sleep, pls lord, let me be thin for tmr's costume fitting.

everybody's telling me im fat-.-
mimi said im growing fat.
didi said im growing fat.
g.chan said im fat.
angie said im fat.
marcus said im fat.
jiale said im fat.
roger also say im fat.

tsktsk.
GYMMMMMMM!

rochelle(:


tells a secret.
12:41 AM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

okay, i have a super sudden urge to bloody find out where 201 classroom is. *praypraypray*
and not to forget WHO IS OUR ENGLISH TEACHER AND FORM/CO-FORM.
PLEASE LORD, IT BETTER BE GOOD.


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4:06 AM


changed url(:
actually i wanted rochelleee.blogspot.com
and i only changed my friendster url. and jocasta had something similar, so i was watching mtv and fergalicious video started showing and tada!
:DDDD

and, the song has ABSOLUTELY NO personal msg behind it,
esp not so about the recent breakup.
its just A SONG.

thankyou very much. (:


tells a secret.
3:40 AM


i am suparrrrr duparrrr tired!

just came home not long ago.
went shopping with mom, went vivo and didnt get anything at all.
then went marina saw sheena, then mom got her bebe top and i couldnt get my hands on the miss selfridge tube top! *BANGS WALL REAL HARD* and mom didnt wanto get the bebe wallet for me. -.-

so anw, all i got from today's 10hour nothing-but-shopping-and-eating was a pretty little tiny kimono-design coin pouch. i so bloody love it.
one day this week im going back to that shop and get myself a card holder and hp strap and a kimono fabric hair band and a hp charm and a kimono chrystal necklace and a lovely pair of kimono earrings. okay, thats gonna cost like a hundred bucks or so. o.o

but my 3day search of kimono fabric skirt in bangkok during my trip was such a waste of energy and dissappointing la. sadded. -.-

yes, you can tell by now that i love kimono prints.

and tmr im going taka to see if there's any kimono style card holder. now with just the tiny coin purse it looks so incomplete of some sort.

i so regret.
grrr, wore wrong clothes, make me sweat and shiver at the same tym, dont know why the stupid skirt so warm and suddenly so short then the stupid shirt so thin and cold. up cold down hot. wth is this!

tmr im gonna wear something comfy. maybe a pyjamas will do just fine.
:DDDD
hahaha.

i must be such a fool to think that we'll still be together once again.
somebody slap me hard and wake me up.
i've been so wrong about you. maybe after all this while, i still mean nothing.
nothing at all.
i dont wanto, but i guess its all over.
and i dont know why the hell am i still writing stuff like that.

darn.

goodbye.




tells a secret.
12:54 AM

Friday, December 15, 2006

oh and just now i went serangoon station to take cab.

uncle: now school holidays huh?
me: yar.
uncle: oh, then when you taking results?
me: took already.
uncle: HUH! O LEVEL RESULTS WHERE GOT SO EARLY! YOU HOW OLD!
me: i this year sec one only la-.-
uncle: CHEY! I THOUGHT YOU SEC 4! -.-

do i look that old-.-
or is it really my dressing.

net friend said i look 17,18. ridiculous-.-
david said i look 16.
roger said i look 15,16.
roger cousin said i look 16-18.
marcus said i look 12. [HE ALSO! -.-]
angie said i look 12.
and when strangers ask me how old i am, they all get shocked at my reply and say i look 15,16.

:'C, i want to look young la can.


rochelle.


tells a secret.
5:22 PM


just came home.
i am so like very the super duper uber whatever-er tired that right now i can feel my heavy eyelids giving way. o.o


so went weirou's hse ytd, swimming, ate, play, sing until i seriously had NO VOICE. like i open my mouth and you practically couldnt hear anything. yes, thats how nuts we were, sing like crazy-.- then talked about ghost till they cancelled the night walk cos i told them 'taboo's -.- those cannot shine at tree top stuff. haha. last min decided to stay over so only 4 stayed-.-
me, dwayne, haiza, garey.

woke up and jumped intot hw swimming pool after a light breakfast and the others all went home to sleep alr. too tired.
i was so hungry so asked marcus out for lunch. met at plaza sing for pizzahut, but last min changed to lamb chop! :D
saw jon goh and his friend. idiot, sit beside us all of a sudden then i almost laughed out loud-.-

came home and now im gonna sleep.

so exhausted.
goodbye.


tells a secret.
5:10 PM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

roger just left my house not long ago.
i am sososo tired.

watched emily rose in the evening then went compass to return my books,
tell you something,
my fines for the 3 books i borrowed for art exam was a jaw-dropping, head-aching, body-trembling, nerve-wrecking , heart-paining, tears-shedding, wallet-hole-ing, card-bursting, eyes-popping, TWENTY FOUR DOLLARS AND SEVENTY-FIVE CENTS. yes, that is $$24.75!

for 3 book fines not for leisure or interest reading, but for nonsensical so-called art research that didnt help one bit, and i mean absolutely didnt help and worse, my art exam i didnt even do research for prepatory studies because samuel said its useless and i knew my art was gone case and i told mummy im gonna fail art, so i didnt bother.

its like throwing money into the sea. o.o
24bucks for fines. like, wth. T.T
im gonna cryyyyyyyyyyyy like a baby to ask mimi to reimburse me. :DDD

haha, so after returning the books we went jalan kayu for prata and he's wishful dream of skipping meals was obviously ruined by me cos i forced him to eat his most hated CHEESE prata! MUAHAHAHA. :D

after that came to my house and watched tv till 12.30 and he went home.

and i got fabulous alr! (:

tmr will be going out with 11!
i cant wait. :D

oh, and i would like to clear some misunderstanding.
me and roger are purely good friends alright.


one day before my dance starts i seriously have to drop by at david's workplace-.-
that poor guy eats macs everyday for lunch and yearns so much for his present and thus, his lovely fairy-godmother[MEEEEE!] shall not dissappont him luh. :D

LOL.
im sick, swollen eyes and blocked nose.
darn, there's still swimming tmr.

goodbye!
rochelle(:


tells a secret.
12:56 AM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

okay, change of plans, roger's delivering fabulous to my house soon! (:
I CANT WAIT FOR FABULOUS LAAAAAAA.
:D

rochelle(:


tells a secret.
3:19 PM


okay, first, i didnt blog ytd but still,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRECIOUS MR SICKO TURTLEEEEEEEEEEE, JIAN PENG! [david] :DDDD


haha, got him his presenttttttt. i bet he loves it! so one fine day this week i shall pop by like a fairy godmother with his lunch and his present and his disc! (:
heh,poor jianpeng, eat macs everydayyyyy. :D

and later on this evening i'll be taking fabulous from roger.
heh, guarantee same pattern as roger. :x OOPS!

at midnight or so roger might be dropping by to watch emily rose.
=s scary.

and one day this week i'll be getting cutecute his pipagao and chicken porridge LUH. idiot meatball, later say i unfair, give roger nvr give him-.- heh. DESERVED TO BE SICKKKKK. :D


come to think of it, since the start of holidays till now, i have NOT EVEN STAYED HOME FOR ONE DAY. o.o
even today, i'll be going out to collect fabulous from roger. haha.

and i got my pay for mid nov alr. pathetic. -.- but its ok, cos its only like a few days work and its hundred plus alr! :DDD

tmr will be going weirou's hse at tanglin road. *jealous*
for gathering with 11ofus!

then friday will be day out with mimi.
i am soooooo gonna buy my everlast bag, like finally.
DONT STEAL MY IDEA OK. I WANTO BE THE ONLY ONE USING EVERLAST CAN! ANYBODY ELSE USING EVERLAST SHALL BE HATED. MUAHAHAHA. :DDDDDD

-.-

LOL.
and i still waiting for nice volcom jackets/wallets.

this week shall be my last free week. sad.
next week onwards there's gonna be dance practice every single day from mon-fri and after dance im going straight to work and after work im going home for dinner and accompany poor mom who's alone cos sis and dad is overseas.
that leaves me with no days to go out.
darn.

and i treated mom dinner last night. :DD
cos i got my pay. so we had stingray, chicken wing, lamb chop and hokkien mee.
haha, simple but delicious! (:

okay, im off, fabulous, im coming to save you from evil rogerrrrrrrr! :DDDD

p.s- 'fabulous' is roger's hamster that was under jiahao's care but i have since taken over. HA! :D

rochelle(:


tells a secret.
2:38 PM

Monday, December 11, 2006

went hougang mall in the evening with angie today.
eeew, i dont wanto become a hougang-er. -.-
born in hougang, live in hougang, play in hougang, die in hougang.
-.-

suddenly im listening to michelle branch's songs-.-

and haha, my brown converse leather shoes gave me blisters cos i didnt wear socks
and my shoes made my whole appearance look like some typical rockers-.-
LOL.
at least my mum said i look like rocker.
and angie said like those hip-hop one-.-
i look like minah i think. o.o

-brown top with 'cluedo' words, 'miss scarlet in the hall with a revolver.' get it? [if you play cluedo before you ought to know what im saying.]
-brown belt.
-black shorts
-brown leather shoes
-black nail art.
-black eye liner. -.-
-black with guitar prints topshop bag.

LOL,
emo.

okay, im off!
oh and somebody's birthday tmrrrrrrrrrrr!
i got him something he wanted for a longlong tymmmmmmmmmm. :DDDDD

oh and i went to check the converse leather at isetan.
they dont have that design and another leather one cost 89.90.
i bought 70 only, save 20bucks only-.-

okay im off.
rochelle(:


tells a secret.
11:30 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

this entries shall be abit personal so im sorry if any thing that i've mention offended you in one way or another.

in about 21days, a new year begins and everything is history.
looking back, i realised we've all changed beyond comprehension.
when i first stepped into xinmin, i felt weird, like a whole new place with new people and all.
and then i got to sit with a really nice girl, huishi.
she was really sweet and outspoken and over time, i got closer to many others like njl, haiza, xi quan and huishi herself.
until our CCA selection, when we were having selection for volleyball, i got to know jasmine, wendy, cindy and cris.
since then, i gradually bonded better with jasmine wendy cindy and cris.
i remember those days this group of girls dislike jiale's group.
then slowly things start to change, friends falling out, me and cris argued bad and being friends was out of the point.
and at that tym i was with shawn. haha.
then slowly, our class mixed around and i found myself group with 9 other people. jasmine, jiale, weirou, dwayne, garey, freddy, haiza, christopher, yiwei.
and we had alot of fun together, then it was the june hols.
i went vietnam and a couple of days after a got back, i broke up with shawn over stupid reasons. i cant rmb but i think it was barely 5 months or so.
then life was back to normal again, things were good and my clique was still pretty close.
and before i knew it, people start to change. they did things that i would nvr expect them to, all in the name of fun.
and at the end of august or so, i got to know samuel through roger.
i rmb the whole group of guys was outside my class. o.o
then the first tym i saw samuel was when i was having chinese lesson and roger went to see me while samuel followed behind him.
then as tym pass, my studies dropped tremendously. i dont know why. maybe cos i thought that as long as i pass and get promoted, its gonna be fine.
then after samuel's n lvl's, we got together.
and when i was studying for my science end years he came to look for me. [haha i know i mentioned this many tyms before, whatever.]
then soon my results were out.
i was feeling really guilty, so i apologise to my dad who was overseas that tym. i told him i was sorry and i didnt live up to his expectations, that i lost focus. and the next thing i knew, he fly back to sg the very next day or so.
then school ended nicely.
i started working for fun as a door-to-door ice cream, darn it was a great experience i tell you. cross my heart.
i rmb there was this tym i was harrassed by a bunch of ahbengs and they refused to back off, then samuel came into the picture.
haha, in fairytales they call it a white knight in shining armour. HAHAHA.
then slowly i quit and worked for breadtalk cos samuel and my family told me that its not safe for me to come home pass 12 every night at my ulu estate that even if i screamed my guts out, nobody could hear-.-
then problems start to arise in my relationship, among friends. i couldnt believe that this is what we've come to.
friends that used to be so close, shared every secret now hated each other like there's no tomorrow,
people all becoming so hypocritical, one minute you said A is such a arse and the next minute you go to A and tell himn/her that he/she is such a great friend. and yes, i dont deny that this happens to each and EVERY one of us.
then the relationship that used to be strong and full of sweet sugary stuff became so vulnerable and fragile, that just a poke and everything could collapse.
i curse and swear and got mad at everything and anything. but i refuse to let myself to continue sinking and become such a person.
and then i went off to bangkok.
came back and made a decision, me and sam went on seperate ways for the better i guess.
and now im here.

afterall, i do have some little shoutouts to those who beared with me this year.

ANGIE.
i know im such a bitch at tyms and we couldnt stand each other but somehow, we managed to stay reallyreally good friends for 3 whole years, shared everything, laugh together, cried together. the bond between us is beyong words, like nothing i could ever describe. without her to pass thru all the tyms in my life, i guess i would have suffered a breakdown or something. but whatever it is, i wont forget you sweetie(:

ROGER.
haha, i cant rmb how we first knew eacjh other, but i rmb him telling me that he teased me before in school -.- idiot. my ro- partner! we were really close somehow then things happened and everything went downside but then we became just like how we were once again. (: also, he was my outlet to everything and anything. my best(:

MARCUS.
meatballlllll~~~ i rmb first tym talking to him on the phone he was telling me about his experiences with renyi and the rest ahaha, i was laughing away la! we chat thru msn till morning or something, then we were really close and all, until now things are going fine(:

JASMINE
we wanted to join shooting together but both ended up in dance. haha, i rmb start of the year we were on bad terms and all, but slowly we bonded and many things happened. i still rmb last tym i spilled mango ice blend in my NUM bag and we had no tissue whatsoever then we both looked at each other and laughed-.- , haha! because we both thought of using pads to dry my bag-.- LOL! haha, we're still close now and it wont change(:

JIALE
haha, crazy one laaaaaaa. borny little pervert who always go ' you have a nice ass.' -.- LOL. shall not continue further.

SAMUEL
last night i reflected of some sort. i went back to the first day we saw each other and every single day that i spent with him. at the beginning i was smiling , as i rmb msges and things that happened. he treated me like a princess and whenever i had problems he silently tried to help w/o my acknowledgement. all and everything that he said/done made me feel like i was the happiest girl living. then as i continued with the story, i started to tear. as tym went by, everybody changes and its nobody's fault. problems arose. i knew what was going on but i didnt want to worsen things. i dont deny that i was angry at some point of time. i was furious, to be exact. but im glad we talked things out in the end and settle with such a decision that the best, or i hope it was, for us. whatever it is, thank you for everything. we'll still be very good friends alright, and whenever you need me, feel down or wanto confide in, i swear that like a shadow by your side, i'll be there. (:


alright i know alot of people are worried about me because of the break up but im more of a optimist and when i do think back, i usually think of happy memories. but to avoid confusion that i couldnt 'put things down' [direct translation from chinese], i wont be posting things about him any more. (:
and if you do read this, nono, im not indirectly saying anything, i just dont like people to worry bout me thats all.

its late and im gonna sleep alr.
goodnight all!
(:

p.s- i certainly wish i didnt sound sad-.- haha.



tells a secret.
11:35 PM


day 1 without you.

went town with family today.

edited my friendster profile,
alright now its longer and more nonsensical.

http://www.friendster.com/rochelleeeee

had alot, and i do seriously mean alot of flashback of the days we had.
haha, i wasnt sad. seriously i wasnt. cause all the flashbacks made me smile. (:
i always felt like i was treated like a princess when im with him.
hurr. :DDDD

i do pray that samuel's happier now, at least he doesnt have to think about all the problems between us.

dad and sis is flying off tmr.

i need shopping.
anybody?


rochelle(:


tells a secret.
11:01 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

its been 59days since we been together and today everything ended.
he was my best and not once have we ever argued.
come to think of it, i rmb alot of things,
when he combed the whole seletar estate searching for my hse and trying to surprise me.
when he fetched me after sch during his study break and watched him eating his yoshinoya.
when i first went to his house and saw my name scribble on so many places.
when i saw the scribblings on his calendar and i wrote my reply.
when i hid a pkt of white chocolate under his table.
when we went vivo together and watched rob b hood.
when we went marina for the grudge 2 and his stupid big hand was used to cover my eyes. o.o
when we had our meals and he kept quiet, he always say "my mother say eat that tym cannot talk"
and how he used to mess my hair and make me feel like some 3yr old girl. :D
and when jiahao pass me his wallet, i didnt meet him to return the wallet and instead when to town on the same day and bought a ripcurl one for him, change the things into the new wallet then went his house and asked him whether he wants the present or the wallet. then he said he want the wallet and i gave him the empty one. haha. so lame.
and we met up almost everyday and i would specially drop by at kovan just to talk to him for afew minutes when kovan is so out-of-the-way.
and he demanded to piggy-back me home when my shoes gave me blisters.
and when i got angry with him cos he went to call beverly up when i told him not to bother about that whole thing and he apologise and said things that made me so guilty.
all this was only a tiny part of everything.
it was the best and the sweetest i tell you.

okay, i would be lying if i said i dont love him anymore.
but i guess its also a good thing that everything ended la, im happy for myself, for him, for love, hope, peace and joy. -.-
LOL.
now we'll still be good friends and confide in each other like how we used to(:
haha, dont worry, im strongggggggg. :D [ his fave phrase-.-]

and i wanto thank a couple of ppl.
roger, who have been there like anytym i needed him(:
david, mr sicko turtle that listened to me when i felt really down.
shawn, who tried to cheer me up with his lame riddles when he knows i hate riddles and in the very first place, i wasnt sad-.-
marcus, the nonsensical meatball with so much things to say-.-

right now i feel like something's missing.
like a part of me is gone or something.

haha.
okay,
12102006-09122006.
goodbye baby.


rochelle(:

okay, so now what? [:



tells a secret.
3:56 PM


okay, i missed blogging like, so very much.
you can choose not to read this entry cos it isnt important. lol

i shall tell you about my dreams i had in bangkok.
HAHAHA.

i only rmb 2,3 dreams. haha, very funny.

first dream was hilarious!
i dreamt i smoke-.-
then haha, only one stick la.
then very funny. i dreamt deedee scold me for smoking.
then in my dreams when i put the cig in my mouth, i woke up.

haha, then later in the day i told deedee and mimi bout this dream and they said i got nth better to dream-.- LOL.

haha, SECOND DREAM!
i dream of the cute guy from my tour group =x
wait, im not desperate alright-.-
haha, i dream he left his hp in a room, then i was inside the room with one friend *dontknowwho* then i ran out of the room and pass him the phone, then i went back into the room and that friend told me she/he had the guy's number, then i went "HOW COME U HAVE!'
then very funny, i started jumping o.o
haha, then i woke up-.-
IDIOT.

and my third dream!
i was chased by something/someone/somehow.
-.-
then i and afew friends *dontknowwho* ran into one spoilt lift, then no door one, [okay, this dream was full of gore.] then somebody was coming in, but wasnt in tym, so the lift went either up or down, i cant rmb, and his body was squashed against the wall and the lift. T.T then i screamed when his body erm, burst? then i woke up.

HAHAHA,
i wonder what my active mind is up to with all this nonsense up my head, in my dreams.


and now, my memories of yckps! yiochukangprimaryschool!
haha, was thinking abt this when i was on the way to the airport in bangkok, coming back sg.

primary ONE.
i had 3 best friends, catherine tan, clarrisa koh and aw xuah ting. we had alot of fun,
went to the garden and dig worms-.- LOL. so gross and lame. haha, went botanical gardens with the school and had alot of nonsense. darn those days were fun.
oh, and i rmb i got sabo-ed by martin and got scolded really badly by miss chia, my first punishment by her, stand at the back of the class, face the wall. -.- together with catherine, clarissa and xuahting.
i was the group leader at first half year, then by second half i was the monitress.
but becos of the martin thing, i got stripped off the monitress and i rmb crying becos of this-.-
but afew days later miss chia appointed me as the monitress again la. :DDDD
i was in pri 1/3.

primary TWO.
cant rmb much, not happening. -.- LOL. but i joined english drama cos i was selected cos i was very fluent in english and started becoming very outspoken. had my first stage performance in pri school.
i was in pri 2/3.

primary THREE.
i got streamed into the first class, didnt had much old friends tho. so pri3 i was appointed as a prefect. got to know erika, really close friend. haha, alot of nonsense and me and erika was the noisest girls in class, pri 3 onwards i became more outspoken alr, i rmb taking care of class 3/4 during silent reading and everybody was afraid of me cos i was very fierce. o.o
then i joined ceramics also. and also first knew edgar.
i was in pri 3/1.

primary FOUR.
i was still a prefect. and my form teacher was ms tan. she was really nice. she sent me for WITs, competitions, scrabble contest, everything and anything. i rmb pri 4 i had alot of competitions on-going and went to alot of schools, just to watch prize giving etcetc. and yea, many thanks to ms tan(: and erika went to a different class but i still had my recess with her everyday.
and i quit ceramics and concentrated on my drama, where i had alot of performances.
i was in pri 4/1.

primary FIVE.
i dropped to the second class because of my chinese. darn, i missed EM1 by afew marks all thanks to my chinese. other subjects my grades were very good. *sigh* so i went into the second class, this class was better, seriously, more fun. and primary 5 i got to know angie(: me,angie,hakeem and everard [aka apple tart] was always together! we had alot of fun, first few months me angie and hakeem hated appletart. haha, always bully him. but later on we became really good friends. we had alot of nonsense, what 'whoo~!', 'eeeewwwww!' haha, comp things, VERY FUNNY. then pri 5 i became a student councillor. i took care of the pri 1 dance on teacher's day. haha, they were really cute. and pri 5 i got to know phyllis, and gradually we became really good friends. (: oh and during leadership camp, the first night, second day morning, i woke up and i was sleeping on the upper deck, so when i came down, i lost my footing and slipped, hit my head against the bunk bed's railing and was bloody painful. those baluku pain. then i rubbed my head and felt my hands were warm, then i saw my palm, i tell you, the whole palm was blood. then my wound bled really badly, until the bloody flowed down my neck. i was sent to the hospital and they glued up my wound, seriously, glue. now there's a scar on my scalp.
also, me and angie did a partcipated in a make-ur-own-board-game competition, and ours was the best in level, so was sent for inter school competition, but i guess i didnt get into finals. sad.
oh and i was 1st in class! i got the scholorship*spelling pls?* of 300bucks! (:
i was in pri 5/2.

primary SIX.
this was the best i tell you. i became the president of the student council. haha, i say u also wont believe. my rank was higher than head prefects, just below teachers. :D then i was the flag bearer for national day, joelin was the vice-president. so we crapped alot, and i guess we were the most noisy and easy going heads since yck history. -.- LOL. but it was alot of fun. then june i went on a trip with the school and i grouped with angie, waihong, edgar and weijie, BLOODY HILARIOUS LIKE NO WORDS COULD DESCRIBE ALRIGHT! :DDD the yaogui! hungry ghost! LOL.
and me, angie, weijie, martin and edgar did a very remarkable and cute social studies project, i swear it was the best of the whole level! :DDDD i think angie still has a picture of it.
haha, darn funny. and pri6 onwards, i hated my teacher and myteacher hated me. i call her salina. [and no, she dont deserved the 'mdm' infront.] we were always against each other. i rmb arguing with her in class before. then she was really mean, she put me and angie at two directly opposite sides of the class. -.- haha,
then after PSLE, me joelin eesing jacinth and angie played some hilarious and gross stuff. ROFL!! then it got quite serious, the girl's parents wanted to call the police. o.o haha, then salina bloody hell, think i most outspoken means i mastermind! holy shit, nobody planned it! all playplay she also bushuang, purposely wanto make me kena vp. -.- so me and angie ended up in the vice principal's office. LOL. haha, alot of things la.
then ms tan wanted to remove my president title and let joelin take over. but i protested. as in seriously i dont allow. i went to talk to mr tang and ms tan about this. i wrote a letter to *i cant rmb who* and strongly protested. LOL. then mr tang helped me alot, mr david was also very good to me. i dont know why i managed to get the support of mr tang and mr david.
haha, and i rmb mr tang even held a meeting with the vp, dm etcetc to discuss whether i shld be stripped off my rank.
but all shit aside, i remained president of the student council until i left the primary sch. and now, my bigbig name is on the bigbig board hung highhigh up the talltall wall. :DDDD
i was third in class and got scholorship of 250bucks!
my PSLE aggregate was 244.
i was in pri 6/2.


haha, and now in secondary one.
manymany things happened that i shall not carry on further.
but this tym, after 6yrs of leadership role, i ended up as a ordinary student!
YES! LIKE FINALLY! after so many limitations as a student leader, im FREE. -.-

LOL.

i love those days.(:
haha, come to think of it, i was really lucky to have the teacher's support.
all the competitions i went, so many things i've been thru, all the leadership roles that i was given a chance to shine. haha, so fun and nonsensical. :D


tells a secret.
3:59 AM


if a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
if you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
if you let her go, she couldn't go back being herself anymore.
a girl won't cry easily, except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.
a girl won't cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.
guys, if a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
guys, if a girl cries because of you, please don't give her up, maybe because of your decision, you'd ruin her life.
when she cries right in front of you, when she cries because of you, look into her eyes, can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?
think.
which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, in front of you, and because of you?
she cries not because she is weak,she cries not beacuse she wants sympathy or pity,she cries, because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.
guys, think about it.
if a girl cries her heart out to you,and all because of you, it's time to look back on what you've have done,only you will know the answer to it.
do consider it.
because one day, it may be too late for regrets, it may be too late to say "i'm sorry".

abit drama-mama =x haha, but sweet in a way la. :D
credits to fiona(:


The Rules :

BOLD the statements that are true to you. ITALISE the statements that you wish are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab five people to do the same test.


i miss somebody right now.
i don't watch TV these days.
i wear glasses or contact lens.
i love to play video games.
i've tried marijuana.
i have been in a threesome.
i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
i believe honesty is usually the best policy.
i curse sometimes.
i have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
i'm totally smart.
i've broken someone's bones.
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, f.o.c and scar-free.
i need money right now.
i talk really, really fast.
i have long hair.
i have lost money in Las Vegas.
i had at least one sibling.
i have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
i couldn't survive without Caller ID.
i like the way i look.
i'm usually pessimistic.
i have a lot of mood swings.
i have a hidden talent.
i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
i have a lot of friends.
i'm currently single.
i have pecked someone of the same sex.
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i pratically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
i love to shop.
i would rather eat then shop.
i don't hate anyone.
i'm a pretty good dancer.
i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
i have a cell phone.
i watch MTV on a daily basis.
i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
i have rejected someone before.
i have changed a diaper before.
i've called the cops on a friend before.
i'm not allergic to anything.
i have a lot to learn.
i've been with someone at least 10 yrs older or younger.
i'm shy around the opposite sex.
i have tried alcohol before.
i have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
i own the 'south park' movie.
i would die for my best friends.
i think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza!
i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is fun because you get candy.
i watch Spongebob and i like it.
i am happy at this moment.
i'm obsessed with guys.
i have more than just my ears pierced.[ i havent get a naval peircing-.-]
i walk barefoot whenever i can.
i have jumped off a bridge.
i love sea turtles.
i spend ridiculous money on make-up.
i plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
i'm proficient in a musical instrument.
i've worked at Mcdonald's restaurant.
i hate office jobs.
i love sci-fi movies.
i think water rules.
i went college out of state.
i like sausages.
i love kisses.
i fall for the worst people.
i adore bright colours.
i can't live without black eyeliner.
i don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
i usually like covers better than originals.
i can pick up things with my toe.
i can't whistle.
i can move my tongue in waves.
i have ridden/owned a horse before.
i still have every journal i've ever written in.
i can't stick to a diet.
i talk in my sleep.
i try to forget things by drowning them with distractions.
climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
i have jazz in my blood.
i wear a toe ring.
i have a tattoo.
i can't stand at least one person that i worked with.
i'm a caffeine junkie.
i cosplay/know what cosplaying is.
i have been to over 15 conventions.
i will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
i only clean my room when necessary.


STABBED:
-marcus
-angie
-priscilla
-anyone



hohoho(:

i seriously think this pic is cuteeeeee. :D
goodbye!


tells a secret.
1:54 AM

Friday, December 08, 2006

im back from thailand!
(:


went with 2 luggages and came back with 5!

oh, just imagine all the shopping!



and yes, me, g.chan and mimi did shop till we drop. but deedee's agenda for the day was 1,wait 2,wait 3, wait and only, wait.
haha, poor father. :D


bought alot of clothes, bags, shorts, pants, belts, shades, shoes, pumps and darn, no skirts and no dress for 2007's wedding nights! -.-

but oh yes, i bought my leather converse shoes. there was sooooo cheap! s$70 odd, i dont know how much they sell in sg tho.
and i bought 3spects. LOL. i saw a really nice ripcurl cap, 50bucks. but i think sg dont sell. but i also didnt get la. grrr.



okay, so if everything's rounded up, i bought hmmm, more than a 100 stuff! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
cross my heart, im telling the truth!
*sings a happy song*
LOL.




oh and come to think of it, i somehow, do miss my tour group. [ok, this is so self-contradicting because i said i hated them in my earlier entry] but seriously, we only manage to chat each other up on the last night.



there's this vball girl with a bro and her cousins i guess.
her erm, big-sized cousin and her bro kept looking at me till i felt rather uncomfortable. even my dad noticed-.-
but the girl looks really sweet.

im gonna look for her friendster. [is there any like vball association that all vballers join that account anot-.- LOL, cos i dont know her sch/name anything at all, how to findddddd!]




anw, i really love bangkok!



the shopping is like so omgly-uber great, its like, you see a shirt, like it, ask for price, bargain abit for shuang[LOL], BUY! :DDDD
and the nail art there is so cheap!
i did my medi/pedi + nail art for like 8bucks only.
hohoho!

sad case, g.chan and deedee[dad] is leaving for vietnam on monday. i cant go cos of bloody dance practice.
and after the vietnam trip, g.chan is going korea+china with my aunty. *bangs wall*
screw dance! otherwise i can go for vietnam and korea and china also! grrrrrrrr.

ohyar,
and i saw mr alfred tong, the i-only-sleep-at-3am-and-no-earlier-then-that guy at the airport!
okay, OUR jaws dropped when we saw each other-.- haha. he came back from hongkong and i came back from thailand.
then i saw him again at popeye's. and then again he was on the travellator[is the spelling correct?] and i was on the 3rd floor. and then again at the carpark.
haha, thats like 4 tyms! (:
p.s- mimi said he look very cute. :D






okay, this entry is getting abit too long.
load some pics.
pics of the trip shall not be posted. (:
picasa-ed, anw.













pictures of me, g.chan, deedee and mimi.
deedee is my family's name for dad.
and
mimi is my family's name for mom.
haha, i think my parents are the cutest parents i could ever find!
look at deedee scratching his head!


:DDD






ALL I WANT FOR XMAS IS THIS BOOK!
:cathy's book!
PLEASE! (:













i've decided.
its better for us this way.
and since you treat this like a game, so shall i.
goodbye.


rochelle!
[p.s-the vball girl's bro is pretty cute. =x ]


tells a secret.
10:08 PM

Saturday, December 02, 2006

YAYE.

i know you guys have been waiting longgggggggg for my entry!
i waited for like ONE WHOLE HOUR just to use the hotel comp.
some bloody idiots took up 2 out of 3 pathetic miserable comps playing stupid lameshit YAHOO GAMES, waste my tym!

okay, so anw, im in bangkok now!
the shopping havent started and i dont know when's the next tym that i can use the comp.
thats sad. -.-

YESTERDAY.
so before i left i had a number of msges from manymany people. HAHA. thankyou thankyou! :D
and also, some i-dont-wanto-think-about-it stuff happened between me and baby.
gahhh. because of this, i almost cried on the plane.
darn.
reached thailand and off to hotel.
i HATE my tour group. honestly.
such a bunch of suagu-s and 'i-must-be-first-people'.
screw shit, i 13 years of living, went on uncountable tour groups, i tell you, this is the worst. o.o

TODAY.
went to manymany places. it wasnt good.
i wasnt in the mood. i kept screaming and losing my temper. i guess its because of the unhappy stuff between me and baby. alright, it was about it la.
germainechan kept losing her temper.
mom lost her temper also.
dad was the one acting cute, like always. -.-


AND.
I DIDNT BRING MY MP3 CHARGER.
DARN, THE COMP HERE CAN CHARGE MY MP3! WHY DIDNT I THINK ABOUT IT!

i havent started any shopping yet.
seriously i dont know what to get for my precious little boys and girls-.-

but im keeping a lookout for doraemons for cutecute. :DDD

and 9dec there's a gathering for the11! YAYE.
just nice!
are we sleeping over? :D

anw, mom likes to talk about my friends recently-.-
haha, and just a couple of hours ago, i was telling her things about cutecute, rotard, freddy, samuel etcetcetc.


i miss everyone.
i miss the computer.
i miss singapore FOOD.
i want shopping.


grrrr.
sawadeeka!

rochelle(:

do check back cos i will be keeping a lookout for hotel comp to use.
except i cant use msn messenger la.

BTW, MARCUS TAN. I SAW UR BLOG ENTRY.
I WHERE GOT NAGGGGGGGGG YOUUUUUUUUU.
IDIOTTTTTTT!

-.-

sawadeekaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D


tells a secret.
11:29 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

just talked to mom about samuel, about roger and about marcus. :D
heh, mom's really open about it la.
she even encouraged me to encourage them about some stuff. :D
and she was shock to know baby's 16.
o.o

im leaving the house in a couple of hours and im missing people alr.
PLUS, I HAVE NOT RETURNED MY LIBRARY BOOKS THATS OVERDUED FOR LIKE 2-3MONTHS!
by the tym i come back, i think my membership will be banned. =x
and just imagine the fines! the last tym i checked was 18BUCKS!
can buy a CD. -.-

i reallyreally pray hard that things go well between us.
argh.
that feeling just wouldnt go awwwayyyyyyyy.


shucks.
anw, i'll miss everybody!
i brought a couple of things over, haha sounds stupid but its true.
i brought the heart that baby made for me.
i brought a note that angie wrote, saying she loves me. :D
i brought the toy that roger bought for me.
i brought the neoprints of jiale & jasmine.
i send pictures of the 11 into my mp3.
i brought the heart that kevin made for me. [and i still keep the lollipop he gave. :D]
and i brought the heart that marcus made before we watch step up! :DDD

haha, i hope i didnt forget anyone. :D


rochelle(:


tells a secret.
4:04 PM


okay.
so i finally know my flight timing-.-

1st dec-10.30pm flight.
8th dec- 7.15pm arrival.

AND.
holyshit, germainechan is not, NOT, bringing her laptop there.
okay, i cant imagine 8days w/o my lovely internet.


i know u man and woman will miss me and my entertainment and my laughter and my entries and me myself but dont worry, my phone is on 24/7! if you dont mind overseas charges la. =/


and yesyesyes. u people want presents right-.-
I KNOW LA, NO NEED REMIND. :x
*counts*
okay, that means i have to get 10, 20presents already.
u people better pray hard i can find nice things. :D


AND NO COMP MEANS I CANNOT CHARGE MP3 MEANS I CANNOT USE OFTEN!
GRRRRR.
i must use the 35hr life wisely. -.-

goodnight!
rochelle(:


it may sound stupid, but when i come back, i believe i would have come to a decision alr.
by that tym, i really pray/hope/wish/dream that things turn out the way i want them to.
everybody's telling me diff things. darn, its gonna be such a sadsad situation,& i cant bear to think about it.
*cries*


so so so so sexy.


tells a secret.
2:14 AM