okay, i missed blogging like, so very much.
you can choose not to read this entry cos it isnt important. lol
i shall tell you about my dreams i had in bangkok.
HAHAHA.
i only rmb 2,3 dreams. haha, very funny.
first dream was hilarious!
i dreamt i smoke-.-
then haha, only one stick la.
then very funny. i dreamt deedee scold me for smoking.
then in my dreams when i put the cig in my mouth, i woke up.
haha, then later in the day i told deedee and mimi bout this dream and they said i got nth better to dream-.- LOL.
haha, SECOND DREAM!
i dream of the cute guy from my tour group =x
wait, im not desperate alright-.-
haha, i dream he left his hp in a room, then i was inside the room with one friend *dontknowwho* then i ran out of the room and pass him the phone, then i went back into the room and that friend told me she/he had the guy's number, then i went "HOW COME U HAVE!'
then very funny, i started jumping o.o
haha, then i woke up-.-
IDIOT.
and my third dream!
i was chased by something/someone/somehow.
-.-
then i and afew friends *dontknowwho* ran into one spoilt lift, then no door one, [okay, this dream was full of gore.] then somebody was coming in, but wasnt in tym, so the lift went either up or down, i cant rmb, and his body was squashed against the wall and the lift. T.T then i screamed when his body erm, burst? then i woke up.
HAHAHA,
i wonder what my active mind is up to with all this nonsense up my head, in my dreams.
and now, my memories of yckps! yiochukangprimaryschool!
haha, was thinking abt this when i was on the way to the airport in bangkok, coming back sg.
primary ONE.
i had 3 best friends, catherine tan, clarrisa koh and aw xuah ting. we had alot of fun,
went to the garden and dig worms-.- LOL. so gross and lame. haha, went botanical gardens with the school and had alot of nonsense. darn those days were fun.
oh, and i rmb i got sabo-ed by martin and got scolded really badly by miss chia, my first punishment by her, stand at the back of the class, face the wall. -.- together with catherine, clarissa and xuahting.
i was the group leader at first half year, then by second half i was the monitress.
but becos of the martin thing, i got stripped off the monitress and i rmb crying becos of this-.-
but afew days later miss chia appointed me as the monitress again la. :DDDD
i was in pri 1/3.
primary TWO.
cant rmb much, not happening. -.- LOL. but i joined english drama cos i was selected cos i was very fluent in english and started becoming very outspoken. had my first stage performance in pri school.
i was in pri 2/3.
primary THREE.
i got streamed into the first class, didnt had much old friends tho. so pri3 i was appointed as a prefect. got to know erika, really close friend. haha, alot of nonsense and me and erika was the noisest girls in class, pri 3 onwards i became more outspoken alr, i rmb taking care of class 3/4 during silent reading and everybody was afraid of me cos i was very fierce. o.o
then i joined ceramics also. and also first knew edgar.
i was in pri 3/1.
primary FOUR.
i was still a prefect. and my form teacher was ms tan. she was really nice. she sent me for WITs, competitions, scrabble contest, everything and anything. i rmb pri 4 i had alot of competitions on-going and went to alot of schools, just to watch prize giving etcetc. and yea, many thanks to ms tan(: and erika went to a different class but i still had my recess with her everyday.
and i quit ceramics and concentrated on my drama, where i had alot of performances.
i was in pri 4/1.
primary FIVE.
i dropped to the second class because of my chinese. darn, i missed EM1 by afew marks all thanks to my chinese. other subjects my grades were very good. *sigh* so i went into the second class, this class was better, seriously, more fun. and primary 5 i got to know angie(: me,angie,hakeem and everard [aka apple tart] was always together! we had alot of fun, first few months me angie and hakeem hated appletart. haha, always bully him. but later on we became really good friends. we had alot of nonsense, what 'whoo~!', 'eeeewwwww!' haha, comp things, VERY FUNNY. then pri 5 i became a student councillor. i took care of the pri 1 dance on teacher's day. haha, they were really cute. and pri 5 i got to know phyllis, and gradually we became really good friends. (: oh and during leadership camp, the first night, second day morning, i woke up and i was sleeping on the upper deck, so when i came down, i lost my footing and slipped, hit my head against the bunk bed's railing and was bloody painful. those baluku pain. then i rubbed my head and felt my hands were warm, then i saw my palm, i tell you, the whole palm was blood. then my wound bled really badly, until the bloody flowed down my neck. i was sent to the hospital and they glued up my wound, seriously, glue. now there's a scar on my scalp.
also, me and angie did a partcipated in a make-ur-own-board-game competition, and ours was the best in level, so was sent for inter school competition, but i guess i didnt get into finals. sad.
oh and i was 1st in class! i got the scholorship*spelling pls?* of 300bucks! (:
i was in pri 5/2.
primary SIX.
this was the best i tell you. i became the president of the student council. haha, i say u also wont believe. my rank was higher than head prefects, just below teachers. :D then i was the flag bearer for national day, joelin was the vice-president. so we crapped alot, and i guess we were the most noisy and easy going heads since yck history. -.- LOL. but it was alot of fun. then june i went on a trip with the school and i grouped with angie, waihong, edgar and weijie, BLOODY HILARIOUS LIKE NO WORDS COULD DESCRIBE ALRIGHT! :DDD the yaogui! hungry ghost! LOL.
and me, angie, weijie, martin and edgar did a very remarkable and cute social studies project, i swear it was the best of the whole level! :DDDD i think angie still has a picture of it.
haha, darn funny. and pri6 onwards, i hated my teacher and myteacher hated me. i call her salina. [and no, she dont deserved the 'mdm' infront.] we were always against each other. i rmb arguing with her in class before. then she was really mean, she put me and angie at two directly opposite sides of the class. -.- haha,
then after PSLE, me joelin eesing jacinth and angie played some hilarious and gross stuff. ROFL!! then it got quite serious, the girl's parents wanted to call the police. o.o haha, then salina bloody hell, think i most outspoken means i mastermind! holy shit, nobody planned it! all playplay she also bushuang, purposely wanto make me kena vp. -.- so me and angie ended up in the vice principal's office. LOL. haha, alot of things la.
then ms tan wanted to remove my president title and let joelin take over. but i protested. as in seriously i dont allow. i went to talk to mr tang and ms tan about this. i wrote a letter to *i cant rmb who* and strongly protested. LOL. then mr tang helped me alot, mr david was also very good to me. i dont know why i managed to get the support of mr tang and mr david.
haha, and i rmb mr tang even held a meeting with the vp, dm etcetc to discuss whether i shld be stripped off my rank.
but all shit aside, i remained president of the student council until i left the primary sch. and now, my bigbig name is on the bigbig board hung highhigh up the talltall wall. :DDDD
i was third in class and got scholorship of 250bucks!
my PSLE aggregate was 244.
i was in pri 6/2.
haha, and now in secondary one.
manymany things happened that i shall not carry on further.
but this tym, after 6yrs of leadership role, i ended up as a ordinary student!
YES! LIKE FINALLY! after so many limitations as a student leader, im FREE. -.-
LOL.
i love those days.(:
haha, come to think of it, i was really lucky to have the teacher's support.
all the competitions i went, so many things i've been thru, all the leadership roles that i was given a chance to shine. haha, so fun and nonsensical. :D
tells a secret.
3:59 AM
if a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore.if you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
if you let her go, she couldn't go back being herself anymore.
a girl won't cry easily, except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.
a girl won't cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.
guys, if a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
guys, if a girl cries because of you, please don't give her up, maybe because of your decision, you'd ruin her life.
when she cries right in front of you, when she cries because of you, look into her eyes, can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?
think.
which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, in front of you, and because of you?
she cries not because she is weak,she cries not beacuse she wants sympathy or pity,she cries, because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.
guys, think about it.
if a girl cries her heart out to you,and all because of you, it's time to look back on what you've have done,only you will know the answer to it.
do consider it.
because one day, it may be too late for regrets, it may be too late to say "i'm sorry".
abit drama-mama =x haha, but sweet in a way la. :D
credits to fiona(:
The Rules :
BOLD the statements that are true to you. ITALISE the statements that you wish are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab five people to do the same test.
i miss somebody right now.
i don't watch TV these days.
i wear glasses or contact lens.
i love to play video games.
i've tried marijuana.
i have been in a threesome.
i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
i believe honesty is usually the best policy.
i curse sometimes.
i have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
i'm totally smart.
i've broken someone's bones.
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, f.o.c and scar-free.
i need money right now.
i talk really, really fast.
i have long hair.
i have lost money in Las Vegas.
i had at least one sibling.
i have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
i couldn't survive without Caller ID.
i like the way i look.
i'm usually pessimistic.
i have a lot of mood swings.
i have a hidden talent.
i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
i have a lot of friends.
i'm currently single.
i have pecked someone of the same sex.
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i pratically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
i love to shop.
i would rather eat then shop.
i don't hate anyone.
i'm a pretty good dancer.
i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
i have a cell phone.
i watch MTV on a daily basis.
i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
i have rejected someone before.
i have changed a diaper before.
i've called the cops on a friend before.
i'm not allergic to anything.
i have a lot to learn.
i've been with someone at least 10 yrs older or younger.
i'm shy around the opposite sex.
i have tried alcohol before.
i have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
i own the 'south park' movie.
i would die for my best friends.
i think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza!
i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is fun because you get candy.
i watch Spongebob and i like it.
i am happy at this moment.
i'm obsessed with guys.
i have more than just my ears pierced.[ i havent get a naval peircing-.-]
i walk barefoot whenever i can.
i have jumped off a bridge.
i love sea turtles.
i spend ridiculous money on make-up.
i plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
i'm proficient in a musical instrument.
i've worked at Mcdonald's restaurant.
i hate office jobs.
i love sci-fi movies.
i think water rules.
i went college out of state.
i like sausages.
i love kisses.
i fall for the worst people.
i adore bright colours.
i can't live without black eyeliner.
i don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
i usually like covers better than originals.
i can pick up things with my toe.
i can't whistle.
i can move my tongue in waves.
i have ridden/owned a horse before.
i still have every journal i've ever written in.
i can't stick to a diet.
i talk in my sleep.
i try to forget things by drowning them with distractions.
climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
i have jazz in my blood.
i wear a toe ring.
i have a tattoo.
i can't stand at least one person that i worked with.
i'm a caffeine junkie.
i cosplay/know what cosplaying is.
i have been to over 15 conventions.
i will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
i only clean my room when necessary.
STABBED:
-marcus
-angie
-priscilla
-anyone
hohoho(:
i seriously think this pic is cuteeeeee. :D
goodbye!
tells a secret.
1:54 AM
im back from thailand!
(:
went with 2 luggages and came back with 5!
oh, just imagine all the shopping!
and yes, me, g.chan and mimi did shop till we drop. but deedee's agenda for the day was 1,wait 2,wait 3, wait and only, wait.
haha, poor father. :D
bought alot of clothes, bags, shorts, pants, belts, shades, shoes, pumps and darn, no skirts and no dress for 2007's wedding nights! -.-
but oh yes, i bought my leather converse shoes. there was sooooo cheap! s$70 odd, i dont know how much they sell in sg tho.
and i bought 3spects. LOL. i saw a really nice ripcurl cap, 50bucks. but i think sg dont sell. but i also didnt get la. grrr.
okay, so if everything's rounded up, i bought hmmm, more than a 100 stuff! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
cross my heart, im telling the truth!
*sings a happy song*
LOL.
oh and come to think of it, i somehow, do miss my tour group. [ok, this is so self-contradicting because i said i hated them in my earlier entry] but seriously, we only manage to chat each other up on the last night.
there's this vball girl with a bro and her cousins i guess.
her erm, big-sized cousin and her bro kept looking at me till i felt rather uncomfortable. even my dad noticed-.-
but the girl looks really sweet.
im gonna look for her friendster. [is there any like vball association that all vballers join that account anot-.- LOL, cos i dont know her sch/name anything at all, how to findddddd!]
anw, i really love bangkok!
the shopping is like so omgly-uber great, its like, you see a shirt, like it, ask for price, bargain abit for shuang[LOL], BUY! :DDDD
and the nail art there is so cheap!
i did my medi/pedi + nail art for like 8bucks only.
hohoho!
sad case, g.chan and deedee[dad] is leaving for vietnam on monday. i cant go cos of bloody dance practice.
and after the vietnam trip, g.chan is going korea+china with my aunty. *bangs wall*
screw dance! otherwise i can go for vietnam and korea and china also! grrrrrrrr.
ohyar,
and i saw mr alfred tong, the i-only-sleep-at-3am-and-no-earlier-then-that guy at the airport!
okay, OUR jaws dropped when we saw each other-.- haha. he came back from hongkong and i came back from thailand.
then i saw him again at popeye's. and then again he was on the travellator[is the spelling correct?] and i was on the 3rd floor. and then again at the carpark.
haha, thats like 4 tyms! (:
p.s- mimi said he look very cute. :D
okay, this entry is getting abit too long.
load some pics.
pics of the trip shall not be posted. (:
picasa-ed, anw.

pictures of me, g.chan, deedee and mimi.
deedee is my family's name for dad.
and
mimi is my family's name for mom.
haha, i think my parents are the cutest parents i could ever find!
look at deedee scratching his head!
:DDD

ALL I WANT FOR XMAS IS THIS BOOK!
:cathy's book!
PLEASE! (:
i've decided.its better for us this way.and since you treat this like a game, so shall i.goodbye.rochelle!
[p.s-
the vball girl's bro is pretty cute. =x ]
tells a secret.
10:08 PM
YAYE.
i know you guys have been waiting longgggggggg for my entry!
i waited for like ONE WHOLE HOUR just to use the hotel comp.
some bloody idiots took up 2 out of 3 pathetic miserable comps playing stupid lameshit YAHOO GAMES, waste my tym!
okay, so anw, im in bangkok now!
the shopping havent started and i dont know when's the next tym that i can use the comp.
thats sad. -.-
YESTERDAY.
so before i left i had a number of msges from manymany people. HAHA. thankyou thankyou! :D
and also, some i-dont-wanto-think-about-it stuff happened between me and baby.
gahhh. because of this, i almost cried on the plane.
darn.
reached thailand and off to hotel.
i HATE my tour group. honestly.
such a bunch of suagu-s and 'i-must-be-first-people'.
screw shit, i 13 years of living, went on uncountable tour groups, i tell you, this is the worst. o.o
TODAY.
went to manymany places. it wasnt good.
i wasnt in the mood. i kept screaming and losing my temper. i guess its because of the unhappy stuff between me and baby. alright, it was about it la.
germainechan kept losing her temper.
mom lost her temper also.
dad was the one acting cute, like always. -.-
AND.
I DIDNT BRING MY MP3 CHARGER.
DARN, THE COMP HERE CAN CHARGE MY MP3! WHY DIDNT I THINK ABOUT IT!
i havent started any shopping yet.
seriously i dont know what to get for my precious little boys and girls-.-
but im keeping a lookout for doraemons for cutecute. :DDD
and 9dec there's a gathering for the11! YAYE.
just nice!
are we sleeping over? :D
anw, mom likes to talk about my friends recently-.-
haha, and just a couple of hours ago, i was telling her things about cutecute, rotard, freddy, samuel etcetcetc.
i miss everyone.
i miss the computer.
i miss singapore FOOD.
i want shopping.
grrrr.
sawadeeka!
rochelle(:
do check back cos i will be keeping a lookout for hotel comp to use.
except i cant use msn messenger la.
BTW, MARCUS TAN. I SAW UR BLOG ENTRY.
I WHERE GOT NAGGGGGGGGG YOUUUUUUUUU.
IDIOTTTTTTT!
-.-
sawadeekaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D
tells a secret.
11:29 PM
just talked to mom about samuel, about roger and about marcus. :D
heh, mom's really open about it la.
she even encouraged me to encourage them about some stuff. :D
and she was shock to know baby's 16.
o.o
im leaving the house in a couple of hours and im missing people alr.
PLUS, I HAVE NOT RETURNED MY LIBRARY BOOKS THATS OVERDUED FOR LIKE 2-3MONTHS!
by the tym i come back, i think my membership will be banned. =x
and just imagine the fines! the last tym i checked was 18BUCKS!
can buy a CD. -.-
i reallyreally pray hard that things go well between us.
argh.
that feeling just wouldnt go awwwayyyyyyyy.
shucks.
anw, i'll miss everybody!
i brought a couple of things over, haha sounds stupid but its true.
i brought the heart that baby made for me.
i brought a note that angie wrote, saying she loves me. :D
i brought the toy that roger bought for me.
i brought the neoprints of jiale & jasmine.
i send pictures of the 11 into my mp3.
i brought the heart that kevin made for me. [and i still keep the lollipop he gave. :D]
and i brought the heart that marcus made before we watch step up! :DDD
haha, i hope i didnt forget anyone. :D
rochelle(:
tells a secret.
4:04 PM
okay.
so i finally know my flight timing-.-
1st dec-10.30pm flight.
8th dec- 7.15pm arrival.
AND.
holyshit, germainechan is not, NOT, bringing her laptop there.
okay, i cant imagine 8days w/o my lovely internet.
i know u man and woman will miss me and my entertainment and my laughter and my entries and me myself but dont worry, my phone is on 24/7! if you dont mind overseas charges la. =/
and yesyesyes. u people want presents right-.-
I KNOW LA, NO NEED REMIND. :x
*counts*
okay, that means i have to get 10, 20presents already.
u people better pray hard i can find nice things. :D
AND NO COMP MEANS I CANNOT CHARGE MP3 MEANS I CANNOT USE OFTEN!
GRRRRR.
i must use the 35hr life wisely. -.-
goodnight!
rochelle(:
it may sound stupid, but when i come back, i believe i would have come to a decision alr.by that tym, i really pray/hope/wish/dream that things turn out the way i want them to.everybody's telling me diff things. darn, its gonna be such a sadsad situation,& i cant bear to think about it.*cries*so so so so sexy.
tells a secret.
2:14 AM