its been 59days since we been together and today everything ended. he was my best and not once have we ever argued. come to think of it, i rmb alot of things, when he combed the whole seletar estate searching for my hse and trying to surprise me. when he fetched me after sch during his study break and watched him eating his yoshinoya. when i first went to his house and saw my name scribble on so many places. when i saw the scribblings on his calendar and i wrote my reply. when i hid a pkt of white chocolate under his table. when we went vivo together and watched rob b hood. when we went marina for the grudge 2 and his stupid big hand was used to cover my eyes. o.o when we had our meals and he kept quiet, he always say "my mother say eat that tym cannot talk" and how he used to mess my hair and make me feel like some 3yr old girl. :D and when jiahao pass me his wallet, i didnt meet him to return the wallet and instead when to town on the same day and bought a ripcurl one for him, change the things into the new wallet then went his house and asked him whether he wants the present or the wallet. then he said he want the wallet and i gave him the empty one. haha. so lame. and we met up almost everyday and i would specially drop by at kovan just to talk to him for afew minutes when kovan is so out-of-the-way. and he demanded to piggy-back me home when my shoes gave me blisters. and when i got angry with him cos he went to call beverly up when i told him not to bother about that whole thing and he apologise and said things that made me so guilty. all this was only a tiny part of everything. it was the best and the sweetest i tell you.
okay, i would be lying if i said i dont love him anymore. but i guess its also a good thing that everything ended la, im happy for myself, for him, for love, hope, peace and joy. -.- LOL. now we'll still be good friends and confide in each other like how we used to(: haha, dont worry, im strongggggggg. :D [ his fave phrase-.-]
and i wanto thank a couple of ppl. roger, who have been there like anytym i needed him(: david, mr sicko turtle that listened to me when i felt really down. shawn, who tried to cheer me up with his lame riddles when he knows i hate riddles and in the very first place, i wasnt sad-.- marcus, the nonsensical meatball with so much things to say-.-
right now i feel like something's missing. like a part of me is gone or something.
